Sabrina's Little Thoughts

Not in holiday mode yet

2012-01-20T09:23:00.001+08:00

First of all, I am actually not in the happiest of mood, but for some reason. As I mentioned in my previous post, Baby Azique is still having a high fever... last night the temperature goes up again and he looks very weak and has refused to eat. I don't actually have the heart to leave him alone with the maid but I don't have any choice at the moment. My Boss isn't around and I have to look after the office until she comeback.

Last night, he couldn't sleep well and he woke up like every hour and cries. Maybe he don't feel comfortable with the fever..poor little baby.. That's why I said I am not really into holiday mode just yet - not until my baby is fine. Our planning to go back to KK also being postponed cos I don't wanna travel with this kinda situation. Will definitely take him to see the doc again today if the temperature still high.

Anyways, have a blessed Friday everyone and Happy holiday!

xoxo

Unwell

2012-01-19T17:15:00.001+08:00

I am all alone in my office right now, my boss is currently off to KL to attend a meeting. I kinda miss the happening environment when I was in AIA, the office there is never really quite like this....uwwaaaaaaaa .

I'm not in the mood to do anything right now since 'bendera jepun' + combination of flu & cough attacks me! Grrrrr.. I have been sneezing and coughing all day long.. luckily it was only me in this office, if not semua pun terjangkit nanti. It's not only me yang sakit actually, all my 3 kids also not well. Baby azique got high fever since 3 days ago.. I'm so worried.. we already took him to clinic last Tuesday but the temprature is still high until today. Usually when he got fever my maid will bath him with 'air daun bunga raya' and the temprature will goes down after that but this time around, it doesn't seems works. Afique and Anique also coughing due to eating alot of rambutans. Sigh! I really hope all 3 of them will get well sooner. I don't know what else to do cos they don't really like to eat meds. Even if you force them with a rewards also they won't eat that meds, especially cough meds. All I can do is asking them to drinks alot of plain water and eats vitamin C.

I think it was all because of the rambutans.. my dad in law gave us a BIG basket full of rambutans last week and my kids and I finished it all without thinking of the consequences.. now I am the one who suffer seeing my kids sick! Bad mama!!

xoxo

New Year, New Hope and New Beginnings

2012-01-18T10:40:00.000+08:00

Gosh! It has been a while since my last entry... I even don't know how to start now.
First of all, I hope it is still not too late to wish everyone a very Happy New Year 2012!! So hows everyone doing? I hope this 2012 will bring a joyous and prosperity to all of us.. Insyaallah.

As for me, I have resigned from AIA last oct and joined a new Trust company in town. Since I don't have any experience in this field, I've got so many things to learn and of course it will takes sometime until I really understand the whole operating system and its business plan. So, now i'm a newbie..hehehe! Luckily my boss is used to be my ex manager at my previous company so in terms of communication, I've got no problem cos we both is kinda close to each other. But u know lah, when you work under people that you close and know her very well.. sometimes there will be a misunderstanding juga in between, but hopefully it won't happen..huhu..

Afique is entering primary school already.. on the first day I sent him to his school, my tears was almost fall cos I don't know why I suddenly feel like I've already got a BIG responsibility to make sure that he will become a succesful person one day. I bet every mother has that feeling too, right? Now its time for me and hubs to focus on the kids education and no more 'take-it-easy' part. Yalah last time we don't really like forcing him to study HARD but now it changed. Nowadays, when I meet up with my friends (those yang sudah jadi mommy), our main conversation is all related to our kids. All I can do now is pray hard to God and hoping for the best.. and most importantly is think positive and don't put too much hope ofcourse.

Uh before I forgot, speaking of new year.. My main resolutions for this year is I wanna SAVE some money, NO MORE buying UNimportant things and of course be a better person! *fingercrossed*

So, what's your resolution?

xoxo

TGIF!!

2011-10-14T11:53:00.001+08:00

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAYYYY!!! I cant wait for the weekend to come. My body is tired like hellll!!
I really need to release my mind for a while, perhaps i should go n find one good spa with a tip top service somewhere here in Labuan. I have been quite busy with my works lately. Sometimes it makes me feel like giving up.. sigh! But not so soon lah.. wait til everything is confirm first.

Boss is off to kk since yesterday so I kinda have my curik tulang moment right now.. hehehe . I'm blogging thru my android cos its been a long time since i dont blog using my office pc. Besides, my new cubicle is very open where everybody can see whatever things i do from behind.. it such an uncomfy situation..i dont really like when people standing beside me and looking at every single things i do..like WTF! Thats sooo awkward!!!!

It already 2nd week of October. So far everything is running well and smooth. Our financial closing will be in November so thats why we are in the midst of trying as hard as we can to archive our main target. I really hope for the best cos apart from that, me also will get B ..hehe. Hopefully this year boss will give big B.. But ofcourse to get the big B i need to give big effort n big support too...hahaha.

Urrgghhh... speaking of support, sometimes those new agents is very annoying n bloody irritating. Luckily, i dont handle new agents like 100%. Usually i will pass the irritating part to my boss. Let him handle them cos if with the boss they all will pretend like kittens!!! Duhh..!

So guys, have a blessed Friday everyone!!

xoxo

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Wordless Wednesday : Can't wait ;)

2011-09-14T21:56:00.001+08:00

xoxo

Kids and The Smurfs

2011-09-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

Raya present from their Grandpa ;)

Baby Azique - hard to get his pic as he can't really stand still. I have to follow him everywhere n snap quickly in order to get cool pictures..whhewwwww~

Our bundle of joy. Everybody loves him!

Momma's little helper

Trust me, I don't remember how many times I click the shutter until I finally get this pic!

The smurfs collection. We went to McD almost everyweek just to check out the latest smurfs.

Lalalalalala Lalalalalala

His daily routine, disturbing his brother all the time! LOL!

They are my heart and soul, my little munchkins and my shining stars! (except for the smurfs lah)..

A F I Q U E , A N I Q U E, A Z I Q U E

xoxo

When he's not around..

2011-09-12T02:14:00.000+08:00

This is what happen when the hubs is not around. I can't hardly sleep and my eyes are sooooo hard to be forced close.. I can't imagine what will happen if he has to be away from me for like 2 weeks or a month! Like most of my girls whose husband sometimes going to offshore for a quite long time and sometimes being far away with each other for 2 freaking months! I've seen how their juggle their life! *fainted*

The reason I blog about this is because the hubs is actually in the middle of considering a new job which requires him to go offshore. Oh my, please don't! I told him to just wait for another offer that doesn't involve with any offshore job - just like his current job. Its not that I don't want him to go extra mile but I just don't wanna take the risks! Am hoping for a miracle that he will get another job offer real soon.

Life is not easy without him - i meant, when the hubs is not around for a long period, thats sucks! If you are staying with your parents - it will be fine. But if you are staying on your own - it's quite challenging.

Am not a risk taker - No I'm NOT!

Spotted by JPJ!

2011-09-11T21:34:00.002+08:00

Anyone of you here have your car windows tinted?

I have a problem with the tinted windows now. Ok so I received a letter from JPJ Labuan last Thursday morning and here are the contents ;

Don't you think it sounds so ridiculous?! This is so unfair! I don't even know where and when they've spotted my car and according to the letter, it was issued on 5 Sept 2011 but my car was spotted on 26 Aug 2011, right before Eid.

I don't get it, there are so many cars in Labuan have a black dark tints if compare to mine. My friend punya cermin lagi la tinted gelap than mine. But why the hell they give me such letter and even ask me to bring the car to JPJ office for checking??!! Dammit!

Here are some pics of my car ;

So now tell me peeps.. ndak juga gelap bah kan?? Mungkin mata tu JPJ officer yang juling sampai ndak pandai bezakan warna. Idiot! Besides, i believe you can clearly see through it. It's only 35% tint. It's somehow dark but it still allows onlookers to see through it in day light but can't see much at night. That's it! I thought 35% is allowed and should have no problem. Its not only me, there are lots of car out there using the same tints and ada yang lebih gelap lagi dari ini. Sighed! Yang herannya, hari tu time roadblock, lepas pulak. Padahal masa tu malam. Pelik!

Anyhow, I still have to bring her to JPJ on this 19th. Some people said ,if the JPJ officer isn't satisfied with the tints, they will ask the owner to remove the tint film ON THE SPOT! So my friend suggest me to tear off the tint film before going to JPJ. Like seriously sir, do you think its cheap?????!! Geeezzzz!

If anyone of you ever been through this kinda situation, I would love to know the result after being checked. At least, I know I'm not alone - especially those in Labuan or KK. I'm still not so sure if I really need to remove them before taking my car for checking?? Isshhhh this thing really give me a major headache!

As my friend said, "Alah biasalah kan baru lepas raya, diorang sengaja bah tu mau duit kupi saja". Duh! Jangan harap!

This is totally unfair!

Lain la klu kereta aku begini gelap tinted dia.. ini baru la gelap dan patut di saman.

P/s: The officer who sign that letter used to be my JPJ tester when I was doing JPJ test for my driving license back in 2008. I don't think so he still recognize me anymore. >.<

So till then,

xoxo

Not at the moment.

2011-09-10T18:07:00.001+08:00

Someone offered me a new job recently. Well, I guess its not the right time to leave the company. I already feel comfy with my current job and so far never have intention to quit.

Boss is always right.. and I gotta admit that sometimes I feel so down when I was scolded. And of course the "I'm-quit" feeling will popped up in my mind after being scolded-when it wasn't actually my fault. Duh!!! But despite all that, I still can handle the situation and so far I still can cope with my boss 'unpredictable' emotions. LOL! Yes. He is one of a kind but with a good heart of course!!!

Anyways, thanks to K for recommended me to his friend. Thanks for your concern dude! I know I will somehow get the job but I think, not at the moment lah. I love what I'm doing now and don't feel like resigning too soon. I love my career afterall. Eventhough it's toooo hectic sometimes, but as long as I'm happy doing what I am doing, I will stay! So Boss, better be good to me..hahahaha! *kidding*

So till then,

xoxo

Selamat Hari Raya

2011-09-08T22:57:00.001+08:00

First of all...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my muslim friends and families. I bet everybody had a good celebrations with all the family members and friends. ^____^ I guess its still not too late to wish...=)

So it's great to be surrounded with everybody back home, right? I only celebrating Eid here in Labuan. It was such a great moment to be surrounded by all the family members. Yalah boleh dikatakan setahun sekali saja dpt gathered ramai2 unless there is a wedding..haha!

Raya this year, banyak jemputan rumah terbuka yang ndak sempat pergi. Sorry to those yang jemput to open house but we didn't show up, so sorry guys! Time just doesn't permit us to do so. Hubby and I only took 2 days leave this year. Besides, the uncertain weather here in Labuan really makes us hard to plan!

Anyways, I have uploaded some Eid photos to Facebook. I'm still waiting for the rest of the pics from my kid sister in law. Uh, I hardly take picture nowadays! I'm getting bored with my compact cam already! Most of my pics was taken inside the car. Yeahhhh...I know I'm such a bummerrrrr!! LOL! When you were surrounded with those people with a DSLR hanging around their neck, you will automatically feel small, yes very small!!! Seriously! I have that kinda feeling and that's why I prefer to keep my lousy compact cam inside my handbag all the time... LOL!!!

Once again, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir And Batin... Have a blessed Syawal everyone!

Till next post,

xoxo

How important Life Insurance is?

2011-08-16T23:08:00.001+08:00

Actually the reason I blog today is because I just wanna share one story here...

Recently, one of our client passed away due to heart attack. Well, actually dia langsung ndak sakit pun sebelum ni.. According to his eldest daughter, she did not know that her father had heart problem before and everything was fine with him during his lifetime. He passed away all of a sudden.... He left behind 2 wives ; the first wife has 5 children and the second has 3 children (age between 2yrs - 6yrs).

To cut the story short... I was assigned by my boss to handle the death claims. The deceased had few policies with us & after the calculation, I was like "Wooahhhh only this amount??? How come it can be so little??"

The face amount is not that big, and I don't think so it will sustain for even a year... Poor thing!

The deceased worked as a Contractor, he owned a small construction company here in Labuan. When I heard his daughter's story....tears almost fells from my eyes~~ Yalah, it was an unexpected incident and no one knows when it happens. The daughter running here and there doing checking whether her father got buy any insurance/loans/debts from other company or not. Yang paling menyentuh hati bila I asked her to get the LA (Letter of Administration) from Mahkamah so that they can do further and proper checking.. but she replied me...

"Duit yang ada ni pun belum tentu dapat menampung semua inikan lagi nak bayar Lawyer untuk LA.. skrg ni kitorang harapkan Insurance ni jer untuk bantu kami langsaikan apa yang patut..." Oh myyyyyyyyy...I don't even dare to look into her eyes at that time. Sedihh yang teramat sangat....

Then only I realized how imporatant LIFE INSURANCE to us... It's not for us but it's for our family that we will leave behind. It's for the sake of the family. ~~ Bayangkan....2 wives and 8 children..... May Allah bless them all... Amin.

Anyways, I tukar template lagiii... as I was browsing thru couple of blogs, I've found out that my blog template is the most boring template ever~~ ! Im not a good designer and I can only rely on the default template at the moment. I think I should ask Jean to design another template for me, soon!

So guys that's all for now. My eyesss very sleepy now...

Till then,

xoxo

Bloghoping

2011-08-16T00:52:00.000+08:00

I am apologized to those blogs that I have visited but didn't drop any words on your page. I am so sorry guys. Time doesn't permit me at the moment. Anyways, I enjoy reading all your updates!!! Will visit you guys soon when I have time yah. Happy blogging, guys!!!

xoxo

Salam Ramadhan..:)

2011-08-16T00:42:00.002+08:00

First of all....Salam Ramadhan to all my fellow blogger. I hope it is not too late to wish although it has been 2 weeks we all celebrating this Holy Month. Syukur Alhamdulillah I am still here breathing, healthy and alive. :)

I bet everybody must be very busy this week since Raya is just 2 weeks away. As for me, I haven't collect our baju raya yet, will prolly collecting it sometimes around this week. Since I am so not into baking, I have ordered several types of cookies from my colleague. When Arwah Nenek was around, she used to baked cookies for us.. I miss her so much!! Normally, at this time around, she was the one who very busy preparing cookies for all of us and she was the one who cook on Raya eve and distributed the foods to all of us for our breakfast meals on the next morning.. This year will be the first Raya without her. She will always be in my heart and no one can ever replaced her. May her soul rest in peace. Al Fatihah..

Time passing by and Baby Azique is finally turning 1 year old on last Sunday. The reward I get for being a mother is seeing all my kids grow up healthy and well-behaved, seeing them smile in delight when they are happy and crying loudly when they couldn't get what they want. Sometimes I just can't imagine my life without them. They are my soul and my truly best friends. But I still need somebody to be my companion to shop for bags, shoes and makeups, soon! =)

Since Hubby was about to go to work on that day, we made the cake cutting ceremony earlier, right before Iftar. Hubby says he don't wanna missed Azique's happy moment and decided to make it earlier eventhough both of us Puasa on that time. So both of us telan liur saja lah while looking at them enjoying the Cheese Fruit Cake..LOL!

Belum sempat lagi potong cake sudah Azique p korek tu Mickey..=)

The Birthday boy~~!!

........I still remembered how Nenek was very excited when Azique is still in my womb. She had promised (bernazar) to hubby and I that she wanted to have a Kenduri on Azique's full moon. She finally managed to celebrate her 7th great grandson's full moon on 16 September 2011 and few days later she had admitted to Hospital due to heart problem and passed away on 6 October 2011. Nobody knows that it was her last wishes...=( Eventhough she was only my Grandma inlaw, but we're so close to each other and she was the only person who was very concerned to me and my family. You will always be missed, Nek. Now you already have 8 great grandson cos Berd's wife just delivered a beautiful baby boy on 1st day of Ramadhan.

May Allah shower his blessing on all of us and our families in this Holy Month of Ramadhan. Selamat menunaikan ibadah berpuasa to all Muslims out there.

Till next post,

xoxo

New ride in the house!

2011-07-26T00:02:00.004+08:00

So finally I got it!!!!!! This is my very first liability a.k.a ~~debt~~ cos it was registered under my name....hihihi.. Alhamdulillah the God listen to our prayers...:D:D I have nothing much to say except for thanking God for everything I have now. If God's will, nothing is impossible.

At this very young age, I'm very proud of myself and hubby cos both of us manage to do everything on our own. Actually, I am looking forward to receive another good news by end of this week. Hopefully it will be successful... I don't want to elaborate more about it since it's not confirm yet. I'm crossing my fingers for that.

May God bless us all.

Till then,

xoxo

Need A Break.

2011-07-12T00:14:00.004+08:00

Fasting Month is just around the corner but I haven't ganti my puasa yet. I was delivering Baby Azique last year and had my confinement during the whole fasting month. Gosh!! I really hope I can replace the whole 30 days that I have skipped..but I just can't!

I really need a break right now. My job is killing me softly...uwaaaaaaa :((

See you guys soon!

P/s: I kinda excited to know the result of my hire purchase application. Its still pending for approval. Heran betul..where have the bank manager been?????? What took him sooooooo loooooong to go through my application! Geeezz!! But still, I just can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stay tuned yah, will update as soon as I get the keys in my hands!

xoxo!

It's MEGASALE!

2011-07-03T00:28:00.001+08:00

The Megasale is currently ongoing everywhere starting from 15 June until 31 August, if I'm not mistaken! How I wish I was in KL right now or kalau tidak pun KK! This really stress me out but what to do, hubby have to work since his annual leave is no longer available. Sighed!! What the....!

Anyways, I think I should be grateful for not being there cos at least i don't spend my $$$ for something that I don't really need.

Yes? No?

Yes. Enough with my silly thoughts. It's not easy to find $$$, so stop thinking about shopping for now. There's alot of things need to be done. First things first okay!

P/s: Kan bagus kalau ada fikiran begitu selalu. For sure my hubby akan senyum sampai ke telinga! LOL!!! :D

Confusion.

2011-07-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

I kinda confuse now. Actually we are considering for a little house renovation but now everything seems not right. I mean, I don't really know which one is the top priority now..?? My listing has been upside down. Arrgghhhh.. I hate to do this! I need someone to bring me back on track. But unfortunately, no one can do that for me....:(

Okay to cut the story short, Hubby and I went for a test drive today. I don't want to reveal the car model yet, let it just remains secret until the application approved. Yes peeps, I have submitted the hire purchase application today and NOW when I look at the budget listing my mind suddenly tell me how stupid I am. I think I shouldn't listen to what my gusto's says. I should just stick one plan!! Gosh!

Of course I need a new ride but it doesn't have to be like NOW! Grrrr... *hair pulling*

BUT!!! Yessssss, there's always a BUT!

I already fall in love with the car!! Tell me peeps, what am I suppose to do now???? Of course hubby give me a green light but it doesn't mean that I can take that for granted, right?

On another note, I choose the grey color one. Hubby says he's getting bored with white cos both of our previous car is white.. Hmmmmm..

So, what now?

My Maxis

2011-06-23T01:29:00.000+08:00

My Maxis line has been barred today. I don't understand with this Maxis, my usage already reached RM200++ BUT why they only barred my line TODAY????? I thought it was supposed to be barred when I already reached the credit limit (my credit limit is RM100). Sighed.

The only reason why I subscribe the minimum credit limit is because I don't wanna be burdened by the BIG bill amount by the end of the month. I won't spend my money with something that is not very important to me. Besides, I only make phone call when there is any urgent matters need to be discussed over the phone. Other than that, I would prefer to SMS ~~or use office phone~~...hehehe :-D I guess they should know all that! Hmmmm... I don't know how they calculate the amount. I got asked their servicing staff but none of his explanation that I could really understand. According to him, my call/sms usage is less than RM50 but my internet usage has reached over the limit. Hmmmmm Whatever lahhh!! Yang penting my generous husband already pay my bill just now.... and yeah it's already been activated! Thanks darling!!!!!

But anyways, I still heart Maxis! I have been loyal with Maxis for almost 4 years now! Teeheeeeee..:-) Maxis is the best network provider so far. And Celcom too. (cos hubby is celcom user..hehehe).

So that's it for now. I wanna off to bed now. *yawn*

Till next post...

xoxo

They're just being kids

2011-06-21T01:30:00.001+08:00

When I returned home this evening, Afique told me that Anique cuts his own hair. I don't know where he found the scissor cos I remember that I keep all the dangerous objects in the closet. So after that I asked him.

Me: Anique gunting rambut kah tadi ?
Anique: Tidak.
Me: Afique bagitau mama Anique gunting rambut Anique tadi... di mana Anique jumpa gunting tu?
Anique: Mana ada. Afique tipu tu...
Me: Oh okay.

He still denying until I give some compliment to his hairstyle....

Me: Cantik la rambut Anique ni. Siapa yang gunting...?
Anique: Anique sendiri lah yang gunting tadi, CANTIKKAN?
Me: *speechless*

Oh gosh, I don't know whether I should laugh or angry after I heard his daring confession..hahahaha! Sometimes the kids refuse to tell us the truth cos they scared of being scolded. Well, I believe some of the parents out there might have experienced this kinda situation, right?

I asked him what is his ambition and he says, he wants to be an ULTRAMAN! LOL!!

On another note, Baby Azique is still playing around at this hour. It's already 1:23AM and my eyes is going to be shut down real soon. Oh baby....be good to momma please????

Till nest post,
xoxo

Fabrics hunting

2011-06-20T15:26:00.004+08:00

This morning Hubby and I went to the furnishing store to look for the material for our new curtain. They have lots of fabrics collection to choose and it makes me soooooo hard to decide. So many of them!!! I've change my mind few times before I leave it on hubby to choose the fabrics according to his preferences. Although I am a women, I have to admit that I'm a lil bit sucks when it comes to fabrics and color matching thingy. I prefer to buy the ready made one cos everytime when I get confused I tend to make a wrong selection which always turned out to be a disappointment! LOL!

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Another makeover

2011-06-20T01:53:00.002+08:00

The only thing that I don't really like about changing template is, all my blogroll links are all gone once the new template uploaded and because of that I have to go to one on one blog just to copy their links back. So guys, how's my new look? I do appreciate your comment..;-) hehehe

It's already middle of June and Ramadhan is just around the corner. Fuhhhhh cepat ohh masa berlalu kan. Nda lama lagi Hari Raya.. For this year hubby and I already chose purple as our theme color. Im not sure about the in laws but kami anak beranak will be wearing all purple on the first day of Raya nanti. InsyaAllah..

Speaking of purple, I haven't send my kain to the tailor yet cos the tailor yang I used to sent my kain there is no longer taking bookings. According to her, awal bulan May lagi sudah tutup ambil tempahan. Geezzzz..punya la awal tuh! Regular customer also they didn't accept cos takut kain nda sempat siap before Raya. Sigh! Since my boss is not around for a week, Im gonna take this opportunity to curi tulang tomorrow and will look for other tailor...hehehehehehe..:-D

Anyways, Happy father's day to the fathers out there especially to my partner in crime Mr. Faez Azeez. All I wanna say is, Thank you so much for everything and u're such a great husband and father to our children. All your patience towards my ~~silly~~ attitudes are truly appreciated. You have sacrificed a lot throughout the years we've been together. You are the greatest husband and father that everyone could ask for. I don't know and don't even dare to imagine my life without you. Hopefully our marriage will last forever. Amin! I will always love you like you do till my very last breath...<3

Latest pic of my little munchkins! Heart them loads!!!

Till next post,

xoxo.

Have a pleasant day ahead, everyone!

What am I up to?

2011-06-08T00:48:00.004+08:00

O.o looks like I've been neglecting my blog for quite sometimes already. What a pathetic blogger I am...huhu. Well actually the time doesn't really permit me to do so OR let me just admit that I was actually lazy and not in the mood to blog...:)

Anyways, how's everyone doing? Mine?

Alhamdulillah, life has been treating me well and my kids are all fine and healthy. Thank God for that. Azique will be turning 10 months old by this 14 June and I am enjoying every single bits of my life eventhough sometimes the 'storm hits the coast'.

There's nothing I could ask for except for a happy family..... Don't you????

My family and I went to KK last month end and what I can say is, that was the boring trip ever cos I was having a bad cough, sore throat, flu and fever some more during the whole trip and got no mood to go anywhere. Most of our plan has been cancelled...Poor the children cos they didn't even managed to visit the Zoo as what we have promised to them and our Kundasang trip also has been delayed due to the bad weather. But! Eventhough I was sick, there were still a good times with family!!! I managed to movie-ing with hubs, shisa-ing with Nana and Alia and of course did a little shopping! Thats a must do thing ok!...:D Prolly we will be going for another trip again but I dunno when.

As I am writing this entry I am coughing all the way....huk huk huk..:/ So until next post...

xoxo!

Have a blessed day ahead, guys!

Thursday thoughts

2011-05-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

Ohh its already May. This will be my first entry of the month..hehe.

I feel abit dizzy today. Its been a while since my last migraine attacks...hmmm. Office life is still the same. The buzy-ness and my overloaded tasks are making me crazy at times. Its not that im complaining but sometimes I feel like i cant take it no more. I dont know about other insurance agency but ours is super duper busy everyday. Is anybody out there having the same situation like I do?

Frankly speaking i love what im doing now. Basically i dont have any problem so far cuma kadang2 i feel extremely exhausted sampai my makan time pun ndak teratur sudah. But despite all the buzyness and craziness, one thing i love is i finally manage to get my body back in shape..hahaha! Berbaloi lah juga kan..kira it was a 2 in 1 job. I do my workouts in between...hehe. My latest weight is 54kg and i was planning to lose another 4kgs lg.. crossfingers for that!

Oh i will be attending meeting in a short while. Im blogging thru my android now. Hopefully the meeting will finish early cos hubby also have to ot and im missing my kids like crazy. Btw, did i ever mentioned about Azique's skin infection? Well i'll story mory about it later lah k cos the meeting is about to start now. So lets consentrate to today's topic.

Till next post...
xoxo

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Boredom

2011-04-23T14:11:00.008+08:00

I don't know where else should I go to release my boredom. There are Labuan International Sea Challenge event currently ongoing at Labuan Seasport Complex there but sorry to say that I hate to go to crowded place at this very hot sunny day. My kids are at my in law's place right now and hubby is off to work. Sighed!

I wish I was in KK right now! Oh gosh it will be another 40 days until our holiday trip. I really can't wait to get out from this very boring island. Cuba lah ada GSC dapat juga tengok wayang..adoi!! Bila lah Labuan ni mau maju... another sigh! Haha!

Till next post..

xoxo!

Oh pimples please go away!

2011-04-17T03:16:00.007+08:00

Seriously I hate to see my face in the mirror everytime those nasty pimple is there. Some people said if you pop your pimple it will grow bigger. But heck! It really bothering me and I just can't stare myself in the mirror and pretend that I have a very good skin. No! Of course not! Sometimes I just don't care and just pop the stupid pimple until I puas hati! I would not use any make up after that cos ndak guna juga pakai make kalau ada luka sana sini. I would rather wait until the skin fully recovered.

*mynewhair* Can you spot the nasty pimple? [click to enlarge]

Since high school, I always dreaming to have a healthy and beauty skin as Sammy Cheng. I really admire her beauty...very natural and healthy. No wonder la SK-11 appoints her as their spokesperson. If only I got enough budget for that particular product, I would definitely go for it..sighed!

But heyyy, I can't 100% blame on the product that I'm currently using. The product is fine. There are so many reason why it appears. Maybe it was because of the stress that I'm having right now. Geezz, is there any class like Stress Management somewhere nearby? If they do, I would love to join!

By the way, take a look at this video.

I would love to do this kinda treatment. Isn't it amazing??!! Geeeerrraaaammm sangat tengok this vid. I was like I-wanna-do-this-kinda-treatment-so-freaking-bad!!!!!!! But of course don't look at the mirror after the treatment. Never! Hahahahahahaha! :-))

Ok guys, don't think too much ya. Enjoy your weekend everyone!!

xoxo

Testing!

2011-04-16T10:31:00.004+08:00

Today I came late to office again. I think I have to reschedule my sleeping time cos it seems to be worst these days! I woke at 8am everymorning while my office hours started at 8.45am. Can you imagine how rushing I am preparing myself with only 30minutes time left...?

Well the reason I am blogging now is because I wanna try how cool this gadget are - i meant this Android application thingy. Im using blogger-android application now. Hopefully it works so I can blogging from anywhere and anytime i want! Teeheeeeee!

Thats all for now. Have a productive day everyone!

xoxo

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What kind of friend are you?

2011-04-16T01:11:00.003+08:00

I came across with this site and decided to take the friendship quiz. All the answers are hard to choose especially on the last question. But hey, guess what? I got this result...........

You Are A Good Friend

You're always willing to listen to your friends.
And you're the first to lend a shoulder to cry on.
You're there through thick and thin. You won't stop being friends with someone when times are tough.
In fact, you're such a good friend that many people consider you their "best friend"!

I really hope that I can be one! InsyaAllah I try to be as good as I can be.*crossfinger*

Speaking of friends, I am not actually a friendly person. It's actually depends on who I met. I always pick my friends, so don't get shocked if I tell you that I only have a few best friends! Yes peep, only A FEW! *But mind you, there's a reason why I pick my friends.* And we have been friends for so many years! Don't you think that it's hard to get a good friend nowadays?

For me a good friends is not always easy to find. They are someone that you can put your shoulder on, trust with one another and most important is they love you unconditionally! Not because of who is your father is or what car you drive or how big your house is. A good friend is someone that you can trust, share your tears and will always hold your back. I am blessed that I really have those kind of best friend around me! Thank Godness!

Anyways, enjoy this Charlie Chaplin Google Doodle vid. It was his 122nd birthday today! I bet everyone have seen this video from Google today. Tata guys!

It's back!

2011-04-15T23:50:00.001+08:00

Fuuhh...finally my background image is back! I was busy looking for new template since yesterday cos I thought the image will be down permanently. Thank God! Actually I was thinking to change my template but unfortunately the template that Jean has made for me last time was stored in my dead external hard disk..sighed!

There's so many things to update actually but I don't even know where to start. Well, I had my hair cut last week and I'm sooooo unlike it! Boohoo! The hairstylist accidentally cut it very short and yes! hubby was complaining of course. Oh actually me, hubby and the kids had our hair cut in the same week. So basically everybody in the house has a new look except my maid..hehehehe..;) *sorry cos I don't upload pics*

It's raining here at my place. I feel so lazy today but still insist to blog. Hubby cooked for dinner tonight and I am so glad that he finally can cook really well. Better than me lagi! Hahahaha..! I guess it's already in his blood cos most of his family members are involved with catering and restaurant thingy so that's why lah he can quickly catch whatever that I tought him. Well done, Dear!!!

Uhh did I mention that I bought a new phone? No, its not an Iphone4, I can't afford it at the moment. Hubby says don't wasting too much money on gadgets so I just go for an Android phone. Thanks hunny bunny! Besides, other than phone, I need to save some $$$$ for our upcoming holiday trip!

Ok lah I have nothing to say anymore.. Have a good rest everyone!

Till then,

xoxo!

Rise and Shine

2011-04-03T06:17:00.002+08:00

It's 0534 in the morning and I haven't sleep yet. Hubby is coming back at 7 so I think I might just wait for him and spending my beautiful Sunday with a dark circle in my eyes.

Anyways, forget about the stupid notes. Ignore about the idiot fellow and stay positive! Yes, positive SABRINA! It really bothering me, seriously it did but I managed to control my emotions...Bravo! After looking at my kids sleeping on the bed, hugging each other, really touched my heart! They love each other no matter how hard they fight sometimes! Haha!

It's Tasha's birthday today! I almost forgot actually. We went to saloon together this evening but I don't even remember about her birthday until I saw her father wished her on Facebook. Hahaha...sorry Tasha darling! I managed to text her at 12AM sharp just now.... At least I am among the first 5th person who wish her first...I hope!

Actually, I have new item added in my wish list. Its a.....................

An Electra Fitflop! It retails at only RM269. I can't wait to get this fabulous sandal soon. Here's some fact about Fitflop..

Interesting isn't it?? Oklah that's all for now. I wanna make some coffee sambil tunggu my sweetheart balik...hehe. Have a great weekends guys!!!!

Till next post..

xoxo~

Dedicated to my loyal stalker

2011-04-03T05:15:00.002+08:00

I just found out that I have a very loyal stalker after all this time. Since this post is dedicated to someone who-should-not-to-be-named, I just want to make u clear about everything that you have said about me.

I have nothing against you and I don't even care if you wanna stalk me since I am not hiding from anybody. This is my very own blog so I assumed that I can say whatever fucking things happen in my life here. Its open for public anyways so do you think I still hiding? Mind you!

I respect you before but please see yourself in the mirror before you talk about others! You yourself are being so snobbish and very annoying back then. Do you think I am the only who get annoyed by you?

NO! Everybody are hated you so much! Because of your attitudes ok! Kalau lah you bagus and treat people nicely, I would guarantee that everybody would loves you. Clear?

I never condemn ANYBODY here in my blog. I am writing JUST FOR FUN and why the heck you care so much? You can say whatever in your facebook and do I really care about that? No, Right? So now tell me why are you saying that I CONDEMN HIM in my freaking blog? I just spilled my feelings out and is that WRONG to you?

I want to make it very clear about this. I NEVER OWE ANYBODY TO PURCHASE MY CAR! If you don't know anything, just shut you mouth off! Think before you say, I can show you the invoice and the bill as well. It wasn't sponsored by anybody! If only someone was very kind and willing to sponsor me, why the hell I am paying for the minimum amount instead of paying big amount for the downpayment! Get it? I'm not like you who always RELY AND DEPENDS ON THEM just to get whatever you want kan?

The FAMILY are being very nice to us before your appearance and everything was right on track before you came. They are a very nice people after all. I have nothing against them! You should know that !

I know who I am. I am not rich like you guys. I am a DAMN POOR GIRL who is trying to LIFE MY LIVE accordingly. I never ask anything from you!

I have no idea why are you hated me so much? Have I done anything wrong to you? Just tell me if I did. I AM APOLOGIZED IF ONLY I HAVE DONE ANYTHING WRONG ~~OR SIN~~ TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.

Since you have mentioned my name in your notes, I think I should mention your name too, deal?

No lah.. I'm not that bad. No worries. So if you have anything to comment, just sms me okay. You have my number right?

Last but not least, Thank you for everything. Just keep hating me. It will boost up my pahala anyway. Have fun reading okay Bie... Regards to them in Singapore k. Good luck in your exams!

xoxo

April 01, 2011

2011-04-01T01:32:00.002+08:00

I forgot that today is Friday-'penghulu segala hari' and I just remember that today also an APRIL FOOL day! How pathetic I am!!! Since Im working at my current place, Friday macam teda jak cos we are working on Saturday. Geeezzz!! Last time, asal jak Friday mesti excited gilak cos esoknya off day. But now, now more 'Thank GOD it's Friday mood'. As I said, working on Saturday ni bikin malas! Nasib la half day jak! Hmmmmmmmmm..

Anyways, make sure you don't get fooled today k! Be careful when answering your phone calls, it might just a prank call and hopefully I am free from it! Hehehe =)

Image taken from Google Images.

Wo Ai Ni

2011-04-01T00:45:00.001+08:00

I just finished drafting Afique's birthday invitation card, it's another BEN10 theme just like last year..hehe! Actually his birthday has already passed but since there are a few friends throwing a birthday party at his class, he also request to have one. But nevermind, once a year juga kan..hehe. Biasa la tu budak-budak, when their friend got something, diorang pun mesti mau juga kan. =)

Today, I have registered Afique at SRJK Chi Wen for primary 1 next year. Since he is currently studied at Chinese kindergarten so I think I should enroll him into Chinese school instead of Kebangsaan School. It's a little bit confusing at first. I mean, his father and I had a very hard decision to make... There are lots of things that make us hard to decide. We are very concern bout the timetable...since both of us only have 1 hour break every Mon-Thur, we have to re-schedule our time by then. It's not that we are complaining.. but let's say if there is an after school activity, who's going to pick him and send him home. Don't ask me to use school bus.. Not now ok! There are only 2 Chinese school in town and we chose Chi Wen just because it near to town and my office and his grandpa's office is only nearby.

Actually I did asked him about which school he prefer for primary 1 but I don't think so he can really understand cos he said that he just wanna stay at the present school and don't wanna move to another school. He even cries when I explained to him that he need to move no matter what. I just hope that he will understand soon. After 3 years study in Chinese kindie, he now can speak and am pretty sure that he can understand the language a little bit. Well at least he did understand. So far I don't see any prob on the homework. I really hope that he can adapt with the changes soon. Crossfingers for that!

I'd love my kids to learn Japanese language lagi in future. Me can't digest anymore language already. Too old to learn new language...LOL! Not to forget, I also want them to learn Arabic. Errrrrrrrrrrrr... Ok I think am too far away. Let decide later lah k. Ndak bagus juga kalau high expectation ni..=)

Till next post..

xoxo~

Monday night bables!

2011-03-28T22:30:00.000+08:00

I think I have to admit that I'm very bad on updating. My blog is full with spider web already! Hehe..=) It's almost the end of March and all I can think right now is Hari Raya.. I know its another 5 months to go but I don't know why I kinda excited for this coming Eid..why eh? Maybe its just an influence from those Caftans which I browsed a while ago on FB and my Raya mood suddenly appears...LOL! Time flies so fast and I just realized that Azique is already 7 months old and he already had his first two bottom middle teeth growing. Sometimes we just don't realized how time really flies when we're busy with work. Hub and I are ~~really~~ busy until we forgot about baby's monthly review last week...tsk..tsk..tsk.. Maybe now I have to look for other job that don't requires me to work on Saturday..hmmmm. Well, working on Saturday is sucks big time and sometimes I feel like just wanna shut the ringing bell off and just continue with my beauty sleep without thinking about going out for work! Sighed! So, if there is any vacancy out there, do let me know yah! Yes, seriously!

Speaking about work, I went to our Annual Dinner at Promenade Hotel on the last 2 weeks. My Boss being so kind when he allowed me to bring my family along and even sponsored our accommodation. Big thanks to him. Eventhough the event was not so happening like last year but anyways, I still had fun although not everyone managed to come. It was a very short trip and I was so damn frustrated! I can only managed to met with my 2 girlfriends like only for 1/2 an hour and that wasn't really enough! I hate to go for a short trip like that!

Standing with 2 inspirational people..:-)

Us.

Me ..perasan dpt award..ekekekeke.. Well at least I have a dream okay.

Since we are craving for a getaway right now, hub and I had already plan for our family trip to KK on this coming May. Well, KK jak yang dapat di terjah at the moment. The other trip are still remain ON HOLD until further notice...hahahahaha! As well as the island getaway that I was planning like since forever! I don't know lah when are we gonna make it happen! Duh! I seriously need a theraphy right now, maybe another retail theraphy might helps...hehehehe!

Office life is getting busier day by day, and the stress level is almost reaching to danger level which is not a good sign. Is there any job out there without any stress? Well none I guess, and IF only have, what kind of job is that? I am trying to be positive and trying my best to De-Stress ~~and Eat Less~~ on my very own way. Hopefully it will works!

So I think that's all for now. Its hard to get my blogging mood back on track. Well, it happens all of a sudden. Happy April fool in advance guys! Just in case I'm not blogging until April..hehehe!

Till then..

xoxo!

Azique with his new ride

2011-03-18T01:06:00.000+08:00

TGIF!

2011-02-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

I hope today will be much better than yesterday.

I had been through a pretty sucks situation today. He's pissin' me off again!

*sigh*

I should not complain.

Enough said.

Btw, I miss my hubby. He's currently at work, taking a nap I guess cos my phone hasn't ringing.

I think I have Insomnia. I can't hardly sleep at night these days.

That's the reason why I always came late to office.

Anyways, happy FRIDAY peeps!

Have a good day ahead.

New Look, again!

2011-02-17T01:52:00.002+08:00

Ok so while I was blogwalking just now, I stumbled upon this site which offered a free blogspot template. Since I've been looking for one, I had decided to change my template. So as you can see now.. I look GREEN.. I'm fine with green..trust me. I hope I can stick longer with this one. Let's make a comparison, here's the previous look ,

So what say you?

I still keep the codes, just in case if I need it in future..=)

Alright skip that.

I came late to office this morning, uh - should I say yesterday morning cos it's already 0132am now. It was my own fault. I can't sleep well lately since hub is not around. Besides, Azique is teething, so faham-faham lah how mengusut he is these days!

My mind is blank_____________________.. I better go to bed before I get one 'jelingan maut' from my Boss tomorrow morning IF I late again!

Alright guys! Till next post..

xoxo

6 months old Azique

2011-02-16T00:21:00.004+08:00

Baby Azique just turned 6 months old yesterday. Hubby and I took him to his paed yesterday to get his 3rd jap. Poor baby boy, luckily kena inject oleh the cute nurse. He was smiling all the way before the jap and crying loudly after kena inject...hehe..=)

Azique's milestone @ 6 months old :

1. He can sit at his own but not balance yet. Can only tahan for 1-2 minutes. Still need support.

2. He digs his fingers and toes into the floor to push himself toward something. Eg. Toys.

3. He started to recognized people around him.

4. He can say vowel-consonant combination.

5. He can pass one object from one hand to another.

6. He is currently in teething progress.

7. He looked for dropped toys.

8. He smile and laugh alot.

9. He started to crawls.

10. He is now ready for solid food...yeeehaaa!

That's the milestone that I had discovered at his 6 months age. I am expecting more in future..hihi. I can wait to see him starts walking and running here and there with his 2 big bros. Here's some pictures of him which taken an hours ago.

He can sit without support for only 1-2 minutes and then falls again.

Azique says, "Where is the other socks?" Hehehe..

Pic taken in the car on our way to KD Layangan. See, almost everything that he grabbed will go into his mouth...hmmmmm.

Since he is now ready for solid food, I was thinking to get an AVENT Mini Blender and Feeding Set. I am not sure if this thing available in Labuan or not but surely I will go and hunt for it first before go for my second option; purchase online..hehe..=) FYI, Azique is still breasfeeding and I also feed him with formula milk (Anmum) 5 times (5 Oz) per day.

On another note, both of Afique and Anique is very excited to see a lion dance performance which will be held at their school on this coming Thursday. They get up early every morning and hoping that it will be Thursday that day..LOL! For this year, they haven't seen any lions yet; the reason is, their daddy is off to Brunei during CNY; that's why they are very excited.!! They only have 'kepala singa' which bought by their daddy during our short trip to KK last month end- after all the crying dramas of course...LOL!

Anique with his 'singa', try to impress his lil bro..but no response..lol!

All in all, I am very happy with what I've had so far... Thank you for your bless, Ya Allah!

Till next post...

xoxo

Hate this feelings!

2011-02-14T01:54:00.001+08:00

I feel very sleepy but still insist to stay awake. There is something bothering my mind, something that I don't like to think and not even talk about it.

Arrggghhhh...I feel like life has treating me bad but, I was wrong I can't blame the faith. It's in God's hand. Everything had been written there. So whatever happens today is for its own reason. I hate to feel this way. Sometimes I feel like wanna dang my head to the wall just to get rid all of the nonsense feelings off! I don't blame anybody for what had happened. I don't wanna elaborate more about this. You might be wondering what the hell am I babbling at this hour. Just don't bother. I think I'm depress.

Why?

Don't ask.

Past is past but somehow I still can't get over it. It's always easy to ask for forgiveness. Of course you are forgiven but just remember it's not always easy to forget everything that had happened - it's hard! It takes times and maybe forever! The scars will heal but the memories won't fade.

Jusr remember one thing, God is always fair and karma is always there. I just wanna live my life like everybody else and I hope God will help me out - just like He always does.

Last but not least, Happy Valentine's Day, guys! Have fun with your loved ones. Show extra love to your partner on this romantic day!

Till next post..

xoxo

Midnight blogwalking

2011-02-11T01:24:00.003+08:00

Oh no, my eyes still couldn't sleep.
I stumbled upon this site while I was bloghoping.
The layouts are simply gorgeous. Oh no! Not again!
I don't think so I'll have time to do another makeover.

Hmmmmm...

Btw, guys if you read this.. I actually having trouble with my current template. If you notice, there is no "OLDER" or "NEWER" post links at the bottom. Can you help me please....? Thanks guys!

I love my job!

2011-02-11T01:04:00.002+08:00

Office life has been pretty crazee lately.

My boss is trying so hard to archive his target for our company's contest which offer a 4D3N trip to Beijing on this coming May and he finally got it! Well done Boss. As usual, he never disappoint any contest so far.. But only today, he wrongly guessed one of the contest and he failed to get a hamper worth up to RM500. LOL. But it's okay I guess cos he always the winner, it just this time he give a lil chance to those ~~loser~~ or should I say, the new winner...LOL. Congrats to the new winner anyway.

I was busy like hell for the past few weeks since I am the only one left, I feel stress sometimes, but what can I do, I think Boss won't employ anyone but me at the moment cos he thinks that I can juggle 2 works at one time - maybe not until he see me faint right in front of him soon. Hahahaha!

While he was trying hard to archive his target, I, in the other hand, struggle with the very damn tight deadline. Luckily there are 2 practical student in our office but yet, it doesn't help much! Seriously! I never felt this busy before! Those practical student will end their training tomorrow which means, I'LL BE DAMN ALONE AGAIN! Duh! But then again, when you feel happy with what you're doing, you should never complaining...:)

Darn it!

Sometimes I feel like giving up...but yet, I am happy with the office environment, the people around me, the staffs and the agents are all nice people - at the moment I still can cope with it. I think I still can take it. Well, at least for now. You know, when you surrounded by good and inspirational people, it's hard to leave the place cos you might not get the same environment at other place.

Well, my mind just tells me to stay...:)

Did I ever mentioned that I want to be a positive person this year. No? Well actually that is in my 2011 resolutions list. I'm not saying that I am not a positive person before, mind you! But it more like trying to be as positive as I can.. I try to avoid any negative thingy and of course no bad feelings! Be more productive - in terms of career. And of course I am looking forward for a pay raise and more bonus...hehehe. As my Boss said, he get what he wants (Tasks completed successfully) , and I get what I want (My pay of course!). Is that correct? Correct me if I'm wrong, please..... :)

At the moment, what I can say is I LOVE MY JOB...!!!

Till next post...

xoxo

Not in the mood

2011-02-10T20:16:00.001+08:00

I'm tired being nice to such an idiot.foolish.sick people.

Those people won't give a damn to others feelings.

I'm tired being nice to you.

You're such a stupid selfish person.

Just behave yourself, morons!

My Weekend

2011-02-05T15:56:00.002+08:00

It's another boring weekend. Hub is currently in Miri and probably will be back here on Monday. I don't have any idea where to go since it has been raining here at my place since yesterday. The weather is not very kind lately and my laundry basket almost full with 2 days unwashed clothes...hmmmmm...

I never been separated with hub for more than 3 days and now I know what does it feels when your husband work offshore or work at the other state. Luckily for me, hub didn't take the offer when he once offered to work at the oil plant. Well, that kinda job might give you lots of $$$ but heck, it's too risky and dangerous work some more.

Alright skip that.

There is one girl in Facebook who happen to be my school mate, I think she just wanna express her feeling to her friends but maybe she don't have the guts to say it right infront of her friends...so ,she posted at her wall instead. She said something like her friends talked bad about her behind her back and bla..bla..bla.. For me..what the heck? What do you expect from someone if you yourself are just the same or maybe worse that that. If you don't want other people to talk bout than you don't have to talk about other people la..fair & square right? I don't get it why some people like to 'attack' other people..mostly their friends via Facebook by posted something on their wall. Like seriously.. if you really wanna say something or curse someone, why don't you just pm them personally instead of saying something crap on your wall and makes people think that you're too childish! I know that girl since high school and yes, she's a trouble maker.

Anyways, don't get me wrong. I got nothing to do with her and what I have said is just my personal opinion. I was laughing when I read her status on Facebook...hahaha! Well, grow up girl!

Okay back to my weekend, since I got nothing much to do this weekend I think I wanna clean up my room and keep some of the clothes inside those boxes cos my family and I will be moving back to my PIL's house soon. Actually I love staying there cos my kids have their own room and space to play...:D About our current house, let hub decide what to do next...

Happy weekend, peeps!

Till next post...
xoxo

Happy Anniversary, Love!

2011-02-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

We have been married for 6 years now and Thank God, our marriage is blessed with 3 wonderful children. As many other couple, our marriage have always been tested beyond belief. We have gone through our ups and downs together..there is no perfect relationship anyway, right? I am not a perfect wife indeed and so to my husband but we have always trying to be the best parents for our children.

Sometimes I realized that we were always focusing on everything negative about one another instead of focusing on the goods. That always happen to every relationship, am I right?. But those good and bad things sometimes remind us on how we manage our part as a husband and wife. I truly believe God pulled us through these situations, bringing us closer to each other and to Him.

It's not easy to have a successful marriage. It requires a lot of effort and patience. Being a young couple like us is not always easy.... But anyways, I would like to thank my darling husband for always being there for me no matter what. Forgive and forget, remember? I know sometimes I behave like such a brat. Forgive me for being such a bad wife, okay..?? LOL!

HAPPY 6th ANNIVERSARY, Darling.

May our marriage will last forever and ever!!!! We all love you Papa Bear..!

Can't wait for 'candle light' dinner next weekend.

Till next post..

xoxo

Welcoming the month of Love

2011-02-03T00:48:00.002+08:00

Welcome February...

Pejam celik..pejam celik..ndak sangka pulak sudah masuk 2nd month of 2011... Time really flies so fast these days. It was just like a dream that I already turned 23 last January. Yeah I'm still young, people! Age is just a number. Who cares about it kan..?? I just hope that I'll become wiser as I get older. What a world.... My kids all grown up now and baby Azique is turning 6 months old on this coming 14. Cepat nyaaa masa tu berlalu kan... :D

By the way, last Thursday my family and I had a short trip to KK. We tagged our maid along since I really need her help to look after my kids, especially when I was busy looking for 'something'. It was really fun and as mentioned before, I really did the retail therapy and its really works for me.. Thanks to Mr. Hubby for treating me lots of great stuff and also thanks for the birthday treats yah! ILYSM!! Thanks for the gorgeous shoes and bags and thanks for everything..!! Eventho it was not the present that I actually asking for but I'm still happy with the treats! But can I ask for another thing... Don't worry...take your time for this one....

This is what I actually want as my birthday gift..but no worries..I'll be waiting..*wink*

Ok enough talking bout birthday gift. Hubby is leaving to Brunei tomorrow for motorbikes convoy with his friends. I can't go anywhere without him and that means this long hols might be boring cos I'll be stuck here in Labuan for the whole weeks. Darn it! How I wish I was in KK right now where I can shop and go for movies anytime I want. Ini.... dui bah..shopping complex pun macam likas plaza saja. Hmmmmm.... *sighed*

But anyways, Im not gonna ruin my holiday mood with the shopping thingy cos Im gonna spend this quality time with my lovely kids. Last but not least.. I would like to wish everyone a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR and may the year of Rabbit brings you and family abundance of joy, better luck, good health, peace, prosperity and happiness! Happy holidays everyone! Enjoy your February cos it's gonna be lots of fun!!

- GONG XI FA CHAI -

Till next post..

xoxo

Afique's 1st dental experience

2011-01-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

This evening, Hubby and I took Afique to dental clinic cos one of his front teeth is almost tercabut sudah. That was his very first time. We never took him to the dentist before. I thought he will get nervous but noooo he don't even scared at all. Berani betul anak aku sorang ni... He just do whatever the dentist asked him to do without any complaining. It was a very quick and easy process since his teeth was actually unstable and cuma tunggu kena cabut jak. So now..this is how he looks like... hahahaha...got one space empty down there.....LOLs!

Smile to the camera please......

He was laughing when he looked at his teeth in the mirror just now. He such a brave boy! His next appointment for another wisdom teeth filling will be on next Monday. Be prepared honey, the process will not be the same...;)

Till next post..xoxo~~

A Lil' Update

2011-01-19T01:06:00.003+08:00

Wahhhh...I'm so in love with the new look...hehe.. It took me 2 days to complete the editing and all. I really like the colors and the cup cakes are oh-so-cute...;) But too bad laaaa I forgot to captured the screenshot of the previous look... hmmmm... But anyway... I reaaaaallyyyyyy love this new template....hehe ;)

Frankly speaking, while writing this entry I managed to do few things before continuing writing. Sempat lagi makan, playing around with baby, do Anique's homework and talking on the phone with Hubby...LOLs! Hubby is still at work at this hour. There's a ship coming in so the he has to stay back until late night and probably will stay until tomorrow morning...hmmmm...*sighed*

Anyways, Azique went for his regular check up yesterday. His latest weight is 9.2kg and 64cm long -if I'm not mistaken..can't remember the height actually.. He had gained 1kg in just one month. He was born weighed 3.75kg and now he is such a big boy already.. He also loves to smile and the best thing is, he also got dimple, same like his mummy...hehehe..:)

That's it for today. Will continue later~~
xoxo

Still alive n kickin'

2011-01-15T17:21:00.000+08:00

First of all...

Happy New Year everyone!! May the new year bring joy, happiness, prosperity and success to all of us.

Speaking of new year, I don't really have a main resolution for this year as the last year punya pun belum fulfill lagi. I just hope that everything will be in order as what we have planned before....crossfinger for that!

I think this year will going to be a good year. Alhamdulillah in the first month of 2011 I already received a very great news from the company. Well when it comes to the company, you must know what it is kan... And what makes me more happy is, it's not only me, hubby also received the same good news too...hahaha what a great start for both of us! All the hardship and sacrifice that both of us had been though definitely seems to be worth it! Bravo to us!! I am very thankful to this and I really hope that this year will bring more luck and happiness to our family...;)

Baby Azique has just turned 5 months old yesterday. Poor him..he got rashes all over his face...:( I still remember the day I delivered him, it was during fasting month and hubby had to skipped fasting since he felt uncomfortable after seeing bloods all over the bed..hahahaha! As I mentioned in my previous post, I was accompanied by my darling husband during the whole delivery moment. It was such a sweet moment. He was right by my side when I was struggled with the pain! LOLs! Thanks darling, I really appreciate it!!

Anyways, I'll try my best to update my blog frequently starting from now on and now lemme bloghoping while waiting for baby to wake up..hehe.. ;)

My precious!! Azique is in the middle with big bro Afique (left) and baby bro Anique (right)

I think that's all for today.. till next post xoxo..;)

DRAMA

2010-11-25T11:14:00.000+08:00

I'm getting tired with this drama King & Queen!

Back off Culprits!!!!!!!!

Why do you have to send a reminder via mail, why don't you just say it in front of my ~~bloody~~ face! Darn it!

I'm craving for it!

2010-07-29T17:55:00.003+08:00

I am still here in my office waiting for Hubby to pick me up. Since it was raining just now, he lend my car for a while...hehe. I kinda craving for Lasagna at the moment..uuuwwwaaaaaa!! I want Lasagna very badly! At my third pregnancy, I noticed that my cravings is much more differ than my previous pregnancy. I never craving for something like Mangga or ony other weird food that every pregger usually did..good huh? I only eat ala kadar and never craving for something weird. I eat apa saja yang ada in front of me and never demand for anything..haha! But not until today...I really wanna eat Lasagna!

I have 30minutes left until Hubby comes. I was facebooking sambil blogging. I really hate when someone who happen to be my good friend is asking me over and over again about my due date. Heyyloooo I think I've told you like hundred times already and you still asking me that question..! Duh~~ Please la, penat sudah saya menjawab segala ur Q's...hhmmmmmm! She will always start our conversation like ;

"Bila ko beranak?",;

"Bila ko due?"; adduuuiii na sampai bila la saya mau menjawap tu Q's. Bosan sudah menjawab ohh!

And one more thing, I really hate when someone staring at my tummy like I was carrying their son's baby inside my womb. It doesn't mean I look young and I can't be pregnant! Geeeeez!!! I already got 2 kids okay! So stop staring me like that! Duh~~!

Okay guys, enjoy this 2 pics! It will kill you!! Hahahaha!

Pizza Hut's Seafood Lasagna

Joanne n Eka had this one at one of the restaurant at KLCC

Told ya! haha!

Till next post..xoxo!

I Love My Life!

2010-07-29T16:22:00.001+08:00

I am already at 38 weeks now and currently counting the days to deliver...hehehe..;) We are all excited..! Tomorrow Hubby and I will be off to KK to attend Father Friendly course at Likas Hospital. I don't understand why govt. hospital has such course. I just hope that the course won't be boring then! Now we are in between whether to bring the kids along or not..? hmmmm...It's really hard to decide when it involve the kids! Bring or not..Bring or not..bring or not??? Kesian pulak the kids nanti kan..Hmmm... Let Hubby decide later lah...;p

Hubby and I has chosen Likas Hospital as the place to deliver our third baby. At first we actually wanna go to private clinic but when we think about the budget that we need to spend for the rest of the month, we choose Likas Hospital instead. I believe that hospital has a good facilities and the nurses are all good. My first baby was born there back in 2005. The service was very tip top, unlike Hospital sini yg nurse nya semua oh-so-sombong!! Cis!

.................................................................................................

It has been 7 months since I work here. Eventhough it just a small company with a little amount of staff, I'm still happy being here. Everything is under control so far. My colleagues and boss are all fine. Everybody is very concern with my pregnancy and I really appreciate it... Million thanks guys!!! You guys being sooo sweet to me!!! Hehe..;)

Uh, I'm so hungry right now. This morning I had fried Kueh Teow but it doesn't seems to be enough since I actually eat for 2...hahaha! I had skipped my lunch today cos I got no time to lunch since Hubby and I have to pick the kids from kindie and send them back home. It's already become our normal routine eversince!

Eversince "that" incident, Hubby always wanted to be with me like 24/7! You guys must be wondering what is "that" incident that I am referring to. Well actually both of us had been through a very bad times that everyone could never imagined. Being a young couple isn't that easy...am I right? There will be 1001 anticipations that we need to face in our life. I don't wanna elaborate more about it since I think it has already become a PAST. Past-is-past and I just hope our marriage will last forever and I really hope that we could always find the best solution to all the problem that we will encounter next. Sometimes when we deal with bad experience, it will make our relationship more stronger than ever. I believe on that!

Oh by the way, Hubby and I had pampered ourselves last Saturday. I got new hair color and Hubby got a nice hair cut as well. I really love my new hair color *wink* ..Hubby says he's jealous with my hair and he would probably get the same color pretty soon...hahahaha! :D I actually wanna cut my hair a lil bit short but Hubby doesn't allowed me to do so. He says my current hair is JUST NICE..hehe..Yalah tu..:)

Me at 38weeks, weight around 64Kg.

Okay so, that's all for now. Till next post..xoxo!

Random thoughts

2010-07-21T18:13:00.000+08:00

It's already Wednesday and it doesn't seems to be a good day huh...

Internet connection is soooo damn slow today. I can't even bloghopping...shit! I hate this! I spent most of the time here instead of facebook these days. Well eventho the connection sucks, I still managed to edit my blog here and there...but of course la kesabaran tu perlu ada..hehe. I just change the template yesterday..I kinda like the new look cos it looks very simple and plain..so sedap la sikit mata memandang..hehe ;) I also have removed some of the crappy widgets so my page won't look messy anymore.

Okay so since my due date is just around the corner, I was busy looking for my baby stuff and I still have a long list of baby stuff that need to be bought. Not to forget I also have to prepare raya stuff for my kids, hubby and also yours truly... Mati laaaa...We gonna spend loads of $$$$$$$$$$$$$$ starting from next month cos Ramandhan and Eid will be next in a row...duuhhh!! That is also the reason why hubby and I decided to canceled the planning of giving birth at smc cos we need to save our budget for the other things. But I think it doesn't matter cos Likas Hospital isn't that bad after all. I heard their service is tip top and the 1st class room is just nice..;) I really can't wait......!!!!! Soon there will be 5 of us and Afique & Anique gotta move to the other room with their nanny. Hopefully everything will be fine as what we have planned!

Wishlist of the month

Newborn to Toddler Rocker

Till next post...xoxo..!

# 37 weeks

2010-07-20T17:08:00.002+08:00

I am at 37weeks sharp today..geezzz my nervous feelings is just too annoying sometimes. Yesterday I went to the clinic for antenatal check up and my attending nurse said that I might be deliver early from my EDD since my baby already reach my i-don't-know-how-to-pronounce-it..haha! Well I'm just hoping that it will not gonna happen...I'm not ready yet laaaa...PLEASE..........God................not...................now...;p

At this 3rd trimester, my foot started to swollen and my finger macam kembang2 sudah..but anyway Hubby said I still look sexy though...Hahahahaha...!

Btw..I just wanna share something today..check this out..;)

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I really..really.. love this video..I've been watching it over n over again. Kourtney is sooo damn lucky!!!

Do u think doc in Malaysia will allow this ?

Till next post...xoxo!

hey..hey.. I'm back!

2010-06-23T17:32:00.005+08:00

Gosh..It has been a while since my last entry..haha! Only god knows how much I miss blogging...;) I am still here in my office waiting for hubby to pick me up...;)

I'm very clueless now...I don't even know how and where to start. Which one should I update first....it'll be a long list then! haha! Well..lemme start with my new job. I am currently working with an Insurance agency here in Lbu and all can I say is..I got no complain on my current job and I kinda enjoy ir.. my colleagues are fine and great! I just hope everything will be okay and no more words like "Office Life Sucks" anymore! Crossfinger for that! Well, basically I am happy of where I am now.;)

Second things is..eeerrmm...what else ya........ Oh ya..I am currently expecting for the 3rd..yay! Insyaallah baby will be coming out this August.. Im so freaaakkkiiinnggg nervous walaupun ini yang ke-3! Yaaa I know I shouldn't feel like this since this is the 3rd one but heyyyyyyy! it has been 4 years since my last baby and I kinda forgot how to push already...hahahaha!! This time hubby has agreed to be with me during my delivery soon, unlike my previous birth..he never wanted to enter the labour room cos he was disgust with blood he said....haha! Nahhhhh rasa la this time....ntah2 hubby yg pengsan nnt! LOL!

Okay next is....I already enrolled Anique to a Chinese Kindie together with his brother, Afique. So far everything seems okay with him..He likes school...he never even complain about waking up early in the morning and he always told me a stories about his friends and teachers. ...he such a nice boy..really easy to handle!! As for Afique, well...everybody knows Chinese school is very strict and has a lot of homework especially during weekends...nahhhh Afique is verrryyyy lazy on that.. He will ask his Dad everytime his homework more than 2 pages..haha! He's fine with the first page but 2nd page he'll surrendered.. Well...He's daddy's boy kann.... Apa boleh buat..;)

Okay la I think that's all for now..will update more when I got free time soon. It's almost 6pm, I better pack up before hubby come..;)

Till then..tata! XoXo

Finally!

2009-07-10T14:08:00.005+08:00

I already tendered my resignation letter last Friday, which means I will be officially terminate my service with this Company by the end of this month. Uhhh Im soooo sad actually..;(

This is my final decision and I have promise myself that I'll never look back even though they offer me back (but luckily so far they didn't....! ) nothing can stop me from doing this! Even my husband. There is a quote saying that "If you are not happy working there, you better walk away...." I listen what my heart said even though it's damn hurt...;(

However, one thing for sure...this is not the end of the world. This is a beginning of NEW JOURNEY... There's a lot of things I've learned here..I've been through alot of ups and downs , meeting with lots of nasty people and I've faced with too many hypocrite and backstabbers. At least now I know already how to handle those things in future..;p

To be frank, I never expect all this things...but urrrgggghhhhh what past is past! I don't wanna think about it anymore. Everything happen for a REASON okay! So, I have my own strong reason by doing this..! eventhough I'm hurt! Well...life has to move on kannn...no more regrets of course! Haha!

XoXo

I did it again..!

2009-06-25T10:22:00.006+08:00

My whitey got scratches again!

Last time it was a divider at my new house..
and this time..I hit something again and it was a coconut tree in front of my in law's house..!

It happened on last Monday at 5:50pm.
After I drop my kids off at home, I was rushing to going back to office.

And so, I reversed the car like nobody's care and bangggggggg!!!! I hit the coconut tree at the back!
Stupid me. I don't even look through the side mirror and just reversed my whitey like a drunken people!

Hubby was very angry cos this is the second time I do like this...!
yeah, it's my bad!!!

Front bumper got scratched after I hit the divider..!

The latest one! This is how my rear bumper looks like now.. ~~stupid~~ crazy me...!!!

It will cost a lot to fix this things. I'm not sure when I'm gonna send her to the workshop.
Actually I was thinking of changing my car, but I think, not now lahh.
First things first okay.
Let us finish with the house first then only can think of changing a new car..hehehe..

Oh btw, I finally get what I want..
Remember that I got mentioned about it in my previous post..??
Labuan doesn't really have many choices, there are only 2 colors left, RED and PURPLE
So I picked the RED one, it's better than a purple one..hehehe!

My latest collection.. I want more!!!!

Okay that's it for today..
Happy Thursday guys!
Oh, I'll be offline starting from tomorrow and maybe for the whole weekend too.

So have a great day ahead!!
XoXo

I like to move it, move it!

2009-06-24T15:51:00.006+08:00

Hubby and I had decided that we are going to move into our new house by this Friday. Eventhough the kitchen appliances aren't complete yet but hubby said we still can buy it slowly since we're not desperate for some of the items yet.

Yesterday both of us shop like a mad cos this is a last minute idea. It was hubby's idea as I have my own planning that we will only moving when the furniture and all already complete. But anyway I do agreed with his brilliant idea cos I know he really wants us to live independently. I know he has his very own GOOD reason by doing so.. The kids love it too...

As for today I just bought a new washing machine for our use since the previous one has been placed at Mom's house and I also have subscribe for a new ASTRO decoder for my kid's room cos I don't want to be disturb while watching at my favs channel anymore! And now, the only thing that I need are vacuum cleaner, stand mixer or maybe a hand mixer could be fine cos I love baking cake and cookies! It's been an ages since my last baking. I never bake any cakes eversince I was married. But errr, baking means I will also need need an oven, right?? Ewww..another items added in my list.

Sometimes I feel like staying independently can burning a hole in my our pocket but hey..why should I complaint?? This is for our own good right?? I will get use to it sooner or later. Hopefully everything will be fine as I really hope for the best.

Well.. I am very excited about this, and so do hubby and the kids. We're all EXCITED!
I just can't wait!!!

** This morning I just apply for 1 day off and the management is questioning me like I want to take 100days leave! Grrrrr! **

XoXo

WTH!

2009-06-15T16:47:00.002+08:00

I called my maid just now.
I asked her when she wanna come back and she said
"mungkin hujung bulan 6, saya tunggu keputusan peperiksaan anak saya"

Gosh, it has been 2 months ++ since she left. I gave her 2 months block leave and now she asked for another month. WhatTheHeck!
Actually, I don't even care about her leave, but I can't stand if my MIL keep nagging about all the house chores..
Grrrrr..

Boredom attack!

2009-06-15T16:04:00.003+08:00

Urgghh..I'm bored.
I don't know what to do.

Movie = Lame. All my collections are lame.
Music = It's Shariff job. You tube are damn slow today. Blame it on the connection.
Karaoke = I'm lazy. Mr. Dumb Ass is around. He's always smiling in his room, I wonder, what actually he's doing there? Chatting perhaps??
Gossip Girl 2 = I love! but I hate to see something over and over again unless I have a crush with the actor..hahahaha!
Facebook = Darn! I'm addicted to it.

Hopefully big boss will not call me today.

I'm not free the whole week.
As I mentioned before, hubby is busy with his work, so I will look after the kids at night.
I don't understand why my Mom-in-law always nagging these days.

Okay so now I'm bored.
I wanna eat my chill cheese cake now.
Yes I'm fat and I think there's no BIG deal being FAT right..??

Oh bytheway, today is Shariff's birthday...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!!

That's it.

Monday babbles..:)

2009-06-15T09:57:00.004+08:00

It's Monday again and as usual..I hate MONDAY! Because Monday is very LOUSY and always make me headache! There's aLOT of work need to be done and urrggghhh I NEED some sleep right now. I don't get enough sleep last night.

*sigh*

Well, I was staying at home the whole weekend. Nothing interesting happen. I didn't bring the kids to swimming pool and I don't even visit grandma. I was so lazy to drive eventhough it's an auto. I hate driving, it's making me crazy at times...! If only I have a choice, I would rather take a bus from home to office but I can't do that cos I have to send Afique to kindie every morning and I have to DEAL with the stupid.idiot.morons driver [especially bus driver] everyday and the traffic jam thiggy! But luckily it's Labuan, the traffic jam only last for about 10-15 minutes. That is the reason why I LOVE Labuan. Besides, the chocs and cigar are pretty CHEAP too..lol!

Hubby will be very busy the whole week since the bima rig already arrived at their port. He told me last night "Please don't call me during office hours okay. I might be very busy and maybe I won't pick up your calls. So don't be angry. This is an advance reminder and plus I will be working from 7-7..."
LOL..poor him.. he's gonna be sooooooooo busy today..

So guys, that's it for today. Happy Monday everyone!

TGIF!

2009-06-12T16:13:00.002+08:00

Yay..finally it's Friday. I don't have any plans for the weekend.
Maybe I'll bring the kids for swimming at Tiara or maybe bring them to visit their great grandma.
I have planning to enroll Afique to swimming class, music class and art class. But errr... do you think it is too much for him...? Well, we'll see.

So guys..Happy weekend! Enjoy it as fun as you can!

Cheers!

wishlist of the month

2009-06-12T14:13:00.003+08:00

"Baby, can I have one of these?"

or maybe, "Can-I-have-both, please?"

I'm in delima [part 1]

2009-06-09T16:18:00.003+08:00

Everything seems not right lately..
I don't have any idea what should I do now..

Midnight babble

2009-06-07T01:43:00.005+08:00

I just can't sleep.
I facebooking alot nowadays. I love facebook anyway!
My husband keep on complaining about the unfolded clothes since last week. Have to get it done tomorrow before he throw it away..

*sighed*

I am not happy with my current job. Very unhappy.
Got scolded by my boss yesterday just because of the damn door! Durh! WHATEVER!!
I was pissed off then walked away from the office without asking for excuses. - I'm sorry if I'm rude.. I don't mean it actually..
Now I have another unwanted job. I'm so don't like it.

*sighed*

I want to be like a normal employee. Doing the job based on the job description.
Frankly speaking, I have alot of job.
I am the admin cleck, I am the IT assistant, I am the ~~so called~~ P.A and I am the first person that people will go through before go to my boss. It's a very tough job.
I seldom sit at my desk when my boss is around.
Luckily we have driver a.k.a office boy now so I don't have to do that kinda job anymore.

*sighed*

Mind you, I am not complaining. (Even though It seems like I did)
But no, I'm NOT.

This is my very first job ever. I never attached to any company before and this is the very first one. or maybe could be the last one. Idk...

I'm tired but I couldn't get my eyes close.
Tomorrow I have to attend Tasha's wedding reception. I have no nice clothes. So have to wear my old clothes. Hmmmmm... It's okay then.

I should sleep now or else I'll get an eye bags tomorrow. It's ugly!
I am planning to go to saloon to set my hair before go to the reception. But I'm not sure yet.

So, that's it for tonight.

The point is, I AM HAPPY OF WHERE AND WHO I AM NOW. Enough said.

Till then,

Good nite peeps!

Happy weekend!! XoXo

Goodbye May...

2009-05-31T01:28:00.004+08:00

It's time to say GOODBYE to MAY and say HELLO to JUNE...

I just got back from KK last week and supposed to go there again today. Hubby has this kind of crazy plans on his mind when he asked me to call the ferry terminal and ask them whether still got ticket for tonight or not. He said he kinda jealous with his colleagues cos half of them already gone to KK for some holiday. I disagreed with his plans and prefer to sit at home for the whole weekend.

Besides, in the first week of June I'll be going to KK, so we better save our budget for that trip! May has been pretty sucks for me. All in all, I'm not happy for the whole month. I have no idea why, office life has been pretty sucks lately! I'm so don't like it!

Well however, I still have a little bit of happiness when Afique and Anique already started learning ABC and both of them can sing ABC song very well. Anique has learned alot of things since he's entering the nursery. I'm not sure whether I still wanna continue sending him there when my maid comes back because I think instead of letting him just staying at home, I better send him to nursery so that he can learn something new. Well, we'll see later..

I'm currently watching Gossip Girl season 2. I'm so geram with Dan and Serena!!! Blair and Chuck is making me dizzy all the time and yeah, Nate.. he's cool in this season! But still, I heart Dan Humprey!!

Anyways, to all the kadazandusuns out there, Happy Harvest Festival and have a blast celebration as usual!

Don't drink to much, okay!
Cheers!!

I'm still here

2009-05-14T10:29:00.003+08:00

Time flies so fast nowadays. My kids all grown up and I've been working in this instituion for almost 2 years already. I never realizing it! Fuhhh!!!

I have nothing to say right now. I just wanna tell you guys that I am still alive and kickin'!

That's all.
Cheers!

A confession

2009-04-23T15:42:00.005+08:00

I was tagged by Jean about a couple of weeks ago and up until now haven't post it up cos I have lots of work need to be done by this month. I still don't have internet connection at home as we have already moved the line to our new cribs last month. So that's why you never see me leave any comment at your blog and I don't even have a time to blog hoping. Please accept my apology guys. I'll be back on track once everything is settle!
FYI, we still staying at my in law's house and probably after everything is okay, we will be moving in by end of this month.

Uh, I forget to tell that I've already found my L Shape sofa at CASA, KK and I already booked it and maybe around next week it will be arriving here. I just can't wait to live independently.

Okay now, back to the top story. Do you wanna know my secret? Really?
Okay here it goes...

001. Real Name: Sabrina
002. Nickname(s): Friends called me Sab and family members addressed me as Rina.
003. Age: It's a key. I'm 21 yo!
004. Horoscope: Aquarius - Jean, we have the same horoscope!
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: SRK Patau-Patau/ SRK Seafield 2 a.k.a SRK Sri Selangor
007. Middle School: SRK Seafield 2 a.k.a SRK Sri Selangor
008. High School: SM St. Anne / SMK Perempuan Likas
009. College School: none
010. Hair color: Originally Black
011. Long or Short: Long
012. Loud or Quiet: Depends
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: It's hard to choose. I prefer both..
015. Health Freak: Sometimes yes.
016. Drink or Smoke: Hmmm..used to be a social smoker
017. Do you have a crush on someone: yes. I had a crush on Robert Pattinson
018. Eat or Drink: Both!!
019. Piercings: Ears
020. Tattoos: None
021. Social or Anti-Social: Social
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: Can't recall lah..
024. First relationship: Can't recall
025. First Best Friend: DgKu. Alia Soraya Mohd Kassim
026. First Award: Can't recall
027. First Kiss: hahahahahahaha
028. First Pet: I don't have any pet
029. First Big Vacation: How big? I think the greatest vacation so far was last year's trip to KL with my family.
030. First Love at first sight: Uh, this is too deep. I had my first love when i was 13.
031. First Big Birthday: Can't recall.
032. First Surgery: Never.
033. First sport you joined: Netball

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice: Orange Juice is simply ummmmm!
035. Rock or Rap: Both!!
036. Country or Screamo: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: I heart Justin Timberlake... NSYNC of course!!!!
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney of course!
039. Night or Day: Depends
040. Sun or Moon: Both
041. TV or Internet: Internet
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation
043. Kiss or hug: Both!!
044. Iguana or turtle: None
045. Spider or bee: Neither!!
046. Fall or spring: Fall
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball: Neither

Currently
049. Eating: Pisang Goreng
050. Drinking: Sky Juice
051. Excitement level: Tired!
052. I’m about to: Sleep.
053. Listening to: MP3 [currently playing : Suddenly I See.]
054. Plan for today: I don't have any
055. Waiting for: Holiday
056. Energy Level: 50% only.
057. Thinking of someone: Of course my babies.
058. Want kids?: I have 2
059. Want to get married?: I'm married
060. When?: 2004
061. How many kids do you want: Maximum 3.
062. Any name on the mind: So far none.
063. What did you want to be when you were little: Police
064. Careers in mind: A wife, a mother, a daughter, a DIL, a sister, an aunty and a devoted servant of God ---> Same as Jean.
065. Mellow future or wild: Mellow
066. Something you would never try: Dancing on a dance floor! Yeah, I never!
067. When do you want to die: Have I no idea bout this one. All in God's hand.
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: Romantic
070. Shorter or Taller?: Taller
071. Protective or Caring?: Both!
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Romantic
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Wahh..this is hard. I want nice belly but at the same time I need an nice arms too.
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Loud
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: none
077. Muscular or normal: Normal
078. Kissed a stranger: helll no!
079. Broken a bone: never
080. Lost glasses or contacts: I prefer contacts
081. Ran away from home: Yeah. I ever did that..lol!
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: I think I did.
083. Killed somebody: OMG! I'm not a murderer. It's impossible!
084. Broken some one’s heart: I think yes I ever done that.
085. Had your heart broken: Several times
086. Been arrested: Uhh..touchwood!
087. Cried when someone died: Yes.
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Oppssss...I think, YES.

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Absolutely Yes.
090. Miracles: I believes in miracle.
091. Love at first sight: Yes.
092. Heaven: Tell me who doesn't??
093. Santa Claus: Is he really exist for godness sake??
094. Tooth Fairy: I used to when I was a kid
095. Kiss in the first date: Yes.
096. Angels: Of course!

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Honestly yes, but she's not here and I never meet her since 2002.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?: Yes I am. I am happy of where I am and who I am now.
099. Do you believe in God?: Definitely No Doubt.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people. Okay now I'm tagging Sis Jiejah, Christen, Shemah, Chegu Carol, Rozie, Sis Judy, Yusrini, Vivien, KadusMama and Mimi.

Have fun doing it guys! Cheers!

Me and My Boss

2009-04-23T13:43:00.003+08:00

I received an email from a friend of mine this morning and when I go through the content I was thinking that this is what had happen with me and my boss and I bet everyone does think the same way. Am I right?

So enjoy reading this...

When I take a long time to finish, I AM SLOW
When my Boss takes a long time, HE IS THOROUGH.

When I don't do it, I AM LAZY
When my Boss does not do it, HE IS BUSY.

When I do something without being told, I'M TRYING TO BE SMART
When my boss does the same, HE TAKES THE INITIATIVE.

When I please my Boss, I AM APPLE POLISHING
When my Boss pleases his Boss, HE IS COOPERATING.

When I make a mistake, I AM AN IDIOT
When my Boss makes mistake, HE IS ONLY HUMAN.

When I am out of the office, I AM WONDERING AROUND
When my boss is out of office, HE'S ON BUSINESS.

When I am on a day off sick, I AM ALWAYS SICK
When my boss is a day off sick, HE IS MUST VERY ILL.

When I apply for leave, I MUST BE GOING FOR AN INTERVIEW
When my boss applies for leave, IT'S BECAUSE HE'S OVERWORKED.

When I do good, MY BOSS NEVER REMEMBER
When I do wrong, HE NEVER FORGET.

So how, is there anyone out there agree with me??
Boss is Boss, this is a fact of life. Boss never makes mistake. Deal with it.

Cheers!

Over The Top Award

2009-04-23T10:25:00.007+08:00

I've got this beautiful award from my dearest friend, Jean. This is such an honor to me. Thanks a lot Jean.

To received this award your blog must be exceptional in design and content; presenting us with new knowledge, a sense of style, or at times just giving us a smile!

Each recipient of the award will acknowledge the person who honored them with the award and the go to http://overthetopaprons.blogspot.com to copy/paste the award: Your Blog is Over The Top. (located on the right sidebar, scroll down).

Okay now, I tag; Yusrini, Sis Jiejah and Christen.

Cheers!

I need her very badly

2009-04-22T15:50:00.008+08:00

My maid never give me any update since she going back to her hometown in Indonesia. I've tried to call her cell but yet, I can't get through. I don't know what is happening there. I just wanted know about her condition. I know she might be forget us for a moment because she never met her family for quiet sometimes. I bet she must be busy with her family and relatives down there.

Well I know that she will be back but geezzz, 2 months is just tooooo longgggg for me. It's not that I can't do any house-chores but due to my busy life recently, I have bundle of clothes need to be folded and ironed.
My babies miss her so much already. They kept on asking me every morning when their nanny will be coming back because she is the one who made a breakfast for my son every morning..

But anyways, I hope tonight I could spend some time in front of my TV cos tonight I want to watch TWILIGHT for a 10++ times...

I heart Robert Pattinson! He's so damn hot!

Bentley Continental Flying Spur 2008

2009-04-09T20:46:00.005+08:00

Images captured using my lame Cybershot W130, a so called super steady shot!
Can wait to get my own DSLR soon.

My car is next to Bentley. Tumpang glamour sekejap..hehehe..

Cheers.

TGIT!

2009-04-02T15:10:00.005+08:00

I'm at my boss's place now. It's damn bored over here but what should I do..? I have no other choices. I am the chosen one and I have to do it right until he satisfied with my work.

I want to be in the office with the others. I get scold several times today. It's not because I make any mistake but it was because my boss mood is not very good today. I don't know why.... Hmmm...

I thought today is gonna be a great day for me but it's seem like it doesn't. . Uh-did I mention that my planning to Manukan Island were canceled?? Yes? No?
Well, yes peeps. It was cancelled due to some unexpected things. Besides, my kids and I as well not feeling very well on that day. All of us having a bad influenza and cough. Poor us...

But anyways, we still had a blast!
Even though we couldn't make it happen to an Island trip but we still happy and the most happiest thing is I managed to grabbed 2 shoes at Vincci and 1 Charles and Keith tote bag.
The boys also happy meeting with their baby brother, aunties, uncles and granny there!

Now I was thinking about nursery. I have to send the boys to nursery next week cos my maid decided to going back to her hometown on this weekend to visit her relatives there. Probably she will be back in within 2 months.

I was wondering where should I find a temporary maid to replace her..?? Duh!

2008 vs 2009

2009-03-27T16:47:00.003+08:00

As I was over Sis Judy's blog, I found out that she redo the previous survey that she already did on November 2007 which I also have done the same survey in early Jan 2008.
It's really interesting to compare the answer that I have answered earlier and I did it again today with all-new answer.

Well, lets start now and see how many difference will be appear!

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night.

2008 - My kids of course..
2009 - Still! They always made my day!

2. What were you doing at 0800?

2008 - Nothing..still sleeping i guess...hehe:D
2009 - Stuck in traffic jammed. Rushing to send Afique to school. (Fuhhh! That's totally different!)

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

2008 - Checking my mailbox and logged on to friendster.

2009 - Having my tea time at the pantry..

4. What happened to you in 2006?

2008 - Uh..let me recall first. The precious things is my 2nd baby was born. I can't recall the others thing..

2009 - That's the only sweet memories that I could ever remember.

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?

2008 - OUCH! ?

2009 - SHITT! My PC stuck again! WTF!

6. How many beverages did you have today?

2008 - Plain water. (i'm craving for a COKE right now!)

2009 - I had my lunch at Grand Dorsett just now. So how many beverages do you think I've taken??

7. What color is your hairbrush?

2008 - Black.

2009 - Still the same hairbrush.

8. What was the last thing you paid for?

2008 - Last night. a tin of coke.

2009 - The last I've purchased today is my breakfast meal. Nasi lemak of course!

9. Where were you last night?

2008 - At home. Online. Fooling around with hubby n the kids..hehe:)

2009 - Home.

10. What color is your front door?

2008 - Dark brown i guess.

2009 - Today it's a light brown.

11. Where do you keep your change?

2008 - Anywhere in my bags...LOL

2009 - I still have that habits. I put my coins anywhere in my bags.

12. What’s the weather like today?

2008 - Kinda cool.

2009 - I can't feel it since I can't see any window in front of me. I think the weather is hot today.

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?

2008 - Vanilla choc!

2009 - Still the same flavor!

15. Do you want to cut your hair?

2008 - Nope. I want to keep it long then i can curl it..:D I loves curly..

2009 - Mission accomplished. I already had a curly burly hair since Oct last year and just reborn it back last month. So now, I don't know whether I wanna cut it again or just keep it long like it used to be.

16. Are you over the age of 25?

2008 - Nope. Will turn 20th on this 26Jan..1 week to go..:D

2009 - I'm 21.

17. Do you talk a lot?

2008 - Yup sometimes..!

2009 - Not really. Depend on the situation and the person I've talk to.

18. Do you watch the O.C.?

2008 - Nope. I didnt watch TV.

2009 - Duh! I was soooo naive back then! I watched TV but didn't watch the O.C. I'm more to Heroes nowadays!

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?

2008 - yess..

2009 - I think yes, I do.

20. Do you make up your own words?

2008 - Err..not sure.

2009 - Definitely yes.

21. Are you a jealous person?

2008 - Nope. (maybe sometimes i do)

2009 - I can't deny it. I think everyone have that kinda feeling right? But it depends la.

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.

2008 - Alia Soraya (one of my best-friend ever!)

2009 - Alia. Still the same. I can't think of anyone right now.

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.

2008 - Kamil.

2009 - None.

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?

2008 - Dunno..??

2009 - Hubby I guess.

25. What does the last text message you received say?

2008 - Last night. It from sis Judy.

"Hi princess, Sis Judy here. Thanks a lot k. Mwaah."
2009 - It's from Hubby. "Okay Boss!"

26. Do you chew on your straw?

2008 - Nope.

2009 - No.

27. Do you have curly hair?

2008 - Soon..I wish..:)

2009 - Just reborn it back.

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?

2008 - dont have any plan yet for today..

2009 - I just love this question. I'm going to KK tomorrow...yay!

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?

2008 - Most people I know are well-mannered, except for the one girl who im really sicked of! Read at my previos post..I ever mentioned bout the girl..she's such a JERK!

2009 - A few.

30. What was the last thing you ate?

2008 - Nasi putih with ayam masak kicap..:D

2009 - Told ya. There's alot of thing i ate today!

31. Will you get married in the future?

2008 - Uh..i dont think my hubby n i will get merried twice..LOL

2009 - Haha..funny!

32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?

2008 - Pirates of the caribbeans. (At world's End) I've been watching it over n over again..LOL

2009 - I can't recall.

33. Is there anyone you like right now?

2008 - Yesss...a lots of them. Hubby. My babies. Best friends. family.

2009 - A looottttttttt! Especially my husband and the kids!

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?

2008 - Just a couple of hours ago.

2009 - Last 2 days??

35. Are you currently depressed?

2008 - Currently nope.

2009 - Not really.

36. Did you cry today?

2008 - Why should I? I have everything I want!

2009 - It's been a while.

37. Why did you answer and post this?

2008 - Out of boredom?? Just for fun perhaps?

2009 - It's interesting! and fun as well!

38. Tag 5 people who would do this survey

Okay, now I tag:

Shemah
Chegu Carol
and anyone who ever did this tag before.

Okay, i gotta now! I'm gonna packed my stuff now cos I'm gonna off for 5 days!

Cheers!

Leaving on A Jet Plane Vehicle Ferry

2009-03-27T15:03:00.003+08:00

The title says it all.
I'm off to KK tomorrow afternoon.

So guys, see you there!

I need some Zs

2009-03-26T10:25:00.008+08:00

I'm tired. Exhausted.
I'm still sleepy. Last night I worked until late night. 0100am to be exact.

Urgghhhhhh.................................

I don't have enough energy now. My GM asked me to take half day but NO, thank you. It will become an issue later. I'm tired of being a victim.
I just received my pay today.
Thank god.
Big Boss went to Thailand this morning for medical check up. Uh, did I mentioned that he successfully underwent a triple bypass heart surgery in Thailand last month?
He's getting better now and Alhamdulillah everything is fine with him.
So tomorrow he has to go for a review.
Hopefully everything will be fine too.

My baby son, Anique is just recovered from high fever but still have a little bit of cough and flu. Poor him.. We don't have a chance to playing with each other yesterday.
He still in his beauty sleep when I gone to office.
When I reached home last night, he already fall asleep. That's why I said, yesterday i don't even have a time to play with my kids.
Afique skipped school today. I woke up late, so I didn't managed to send him. Hmmmm...
So, that's it for today. Too many things had happened.
Ok lah, i gotta go now.

Till then, cheers!

Random post

2009-03-25T15:04:00.002+08:00

I am bored.
Please help me. I'm at my boss's place now.
I am waiting for a new task now. My boss said my GM will come here and gimme the details. But why he asked me to come here if I can do all those things at the office.

Hmmmmm...

Anyways, happy Wednesday guys!

Furnitures Hunting

2009-03-25T13:23:00.006+08:00

I am hunting for a Sofa to be exact.
L shape sofa.
This morning my SM told me that she is going to sell off all her furniture and she wanna buy all the new furniture in KK. I got asked her whether I can tumpang the lorry -that she want to rent- or not cos since I don't have any Sofa at the moment, I intend to buy it from CASA since my manager also wanted to do the same.

Well, it's not confirm yet.

Actually I got asked CASA the other day whether they got delivery service to Labuan or not?
They said, they do have that service but that will only happen if I buy their product up to 10K.
Geeezzzz..that is such a huge amount for me. 10K just for a furnitures??
I think my tiny villa cannot fit all those furnitures..lol!

But anyhow, I'll try to discuss with her once again and if possible, I wanna buy something from Living Concept too...hehe..

P/s: I was told that Living Concept sells IKEA product with higher prices..

Where is my hometown..?

2009-03-25T12:23:00.004+08:00

Believe me or not...

if you ask me that questions, I really don't have any idea of what should I answer you. It's miserable and I also never knew where is my real 'kampung'..??

Some people may have two hometowns. One is from their mother side and another one must comes from their father side. Unlike me, I never been to one of my parent's hometown for godness sake.

I was born in KK and been living in Labuan for quite sometimes but I never felt like this is my real hometown. I don't know why. Sometimes it's hard for me to explain to other people about my hometown cos for me, it's a tough questions and I don't know where is the place that I should call my hometown.. As I said earlier, It's so miserable and if you are my loyal readers you'll know how complicated my life is was.

Especially when I attend a 'kenduri' at my husband's relatives house - which is not very close to me. Some of the old folks like to ask me these questions..

Where you came from?
Who is your parents?
Where you lived before?
What is father do for living?
How is your age?
and bla...bla..bla..

Sometimes, it's so annoying..... But you know la, old folks... They always act like CNN reporter and wanted to know everything about their new "relative". I bet some of you must have this kinda situation before huh?? Especially when you just married or when your boyfie bring you to meet their parents.

That is the reason why sometimes, I refused to follow my husband to any kenduri-kendara at his relatives house. It's not that I don't want to be communicate with those old folks but uhhhh, I just wanna avoid all their ~~ridiculous~~ questions...

Mind you, I'm not that cruel! I just feel humiliated with myself. That's it. Enough said.

But anyways, one thing for sure...

I am PROUD to be SABAHAN
very proud.
and yes, I'm proud to be Labuanian as well..
Cheers!!

I always wish that I will have this kind of Kampung...

Image taken from Photobucket and captured by Matakumatamu.

Finding Sara

2009-03-25T09:15:00.002+08:00

Sara is in town. But like heck, i don't even know where she lives.
Alia called me up yesterday and she has informed me that the girls (Sara & Aen) is in town. But both of them stay at different places which i don't have any clue about it. According to Alia, Sara lives with her cousin at the apartment while Aen is staying with her so called friend(s). I don't wanna mentioned their names here cos uh, only god knows how much i hate those bitches!

But nevermind, i'll try to contact them later. Perhaps, for lunch or something..??

I. Wonder.Why?

2009-03-24T09:54:00.004+08:00

I thought today is gonna be alright but HECK!, they pissed me off again...!
Gosh, i never have this kind of feeling with my ex-colleagues last time. FYI, i was surrounded with all-so-new colleagues since last January. I am the only one who still managed to stay and probably it won't be long.

I still remember, last year, when only 3 of us here (Anita, Yus and Me), we always started our days with smile and laughter. Unlike these days, once i reached office, i always seen the oh-so-bitter look at everyone faces. What happen to those people, for godness sake..??

I don't bother actually. But i am a normal human being, not Claire from Heroes. I have those kind of feelings. Sometimes i feel jealous and sometimes i can be moody at all the time. I really don't like this kinda environment. It can makes me growing old fast.

I'm trying my very best to follow their all-new-rules. I'm trying my very best also to adapt with all these changes. I found it very difficult cos maybe i'm still not familiar with this new management. Remember what i told ya about my new so called 'director'???

Actually she is fine. But yalah, when people got instant position and power, they want everybody to follow what they say and sometimes they want people to treat them well just because of their position and designation. But they don't realized that other people also got feelings and because of that, they shouldn't treat people like a slave. Am i correct?

Urgghhh, why now? why me?
It's really bothering me....

Oh god, i really need a vacation.

One thing that you should know is I.RESPECT.PEOPLE not based on their position and their names, but i respect people based on their heart. Good people deserved good things, right?

Happy Monday!

2009-03-23T14:39:00.004+08:00

Hey everyone!!
Hows ur weekend? As for me, so far so good. Supposed to bring the kids to the playground yesterday evening but the weather was not very kind to us. It's damn hot out there lately. But at the same time, it's raining, sometimes.

Well, as you may noticed. Last week was sucks! I was extremely busy with works and my migraine was hitting me again. It's sucks big time. Plus, there were some idiot fellows who never failed to makes me pissed all the time. They're too damn annoying!

Anyways, school just started today. I sent Afique as usual and went to office a little bit early. Afique has been asking me since last week why I don't sent him to school, he just don't understand that school was closed that time. But since he's not feeling well last week, i've told him that he was sick and don't need to go to school instead. Luckily he understand..lol!

Hmmm..i think so far that's it. I dont have anything to say here. I'm a little bit slow today. Still in Monday Madness mood..hehehehe..

P/s: I'm looking forward for my KK trip on this weekend. But i'm not sure whether i can make it to our island gateaway or not...we'll see.
Oh btw, my maid is still with us. I have extend her visa for one more year and hopefully she will be stick with us for more than that. Yay! So I have no more worries on finding a maid. All are settled! Thank GOD!

I'm dead

2009-03-12T09:08:00.002+08:00

I've tried.

But I can't.
I just mentioned in my previous post that I wanna hide all this 'nonsense' feelings.
But I just can't.

I'm sorry if I hurt you guys.
I didn't mean it.

I really need a therapy.
A vacation.
I wanna cry.
I wanna spill everything out from my head.
But I can't.

Even hubby didn't know what is going on.
I don't want him to know.
I rather take it all by myself.

I'm suffering.
That's it.

But, I will try my best to forget everything.
Hopefully I can do it.

Cheerio!

I like her.

2009-03-12T08:48:00.004+08:00

I woke up a bit early today. After sending Afique to school, and straight away went to my office and apparently I am the first person today..hehe..
I was browsing through Youtube, then I found this...

and this...

Guess what I'm thinking.
She is so HAWT and wayyy better!

Am I right or not..??

Anyways, today I felt a little bit cool. I'm trying my best to not showing my 'real' emotion with the other colleagues. I'm not gonna ruin their day anyway.

So, here I am. Blogging. Stay quite and smile alot.

Cheers!

Not in the mood lah..

2009-03-11T16:41:00.003+08:00

I suddenly have this kinda feelings.

But anyways, don't bother.

I'm just a bit emo today.
Or maybe I'm pissed with someone.
Maybe.
Uh, not really.
Nah, this is nonsense.
This is what happen when my mood is down.
I'm talking crap. Rubbish.
So, better don't read.

Gosh, SABRINA! Just get over it, okay.

Yeah, I'm in trouble.
So what?
You wanna offer some help?
Or you just wanna added some pain in my bloody heart..?

Today is Wednesday.
Why I felt like today is Tuesday.
Am I crazy or what?

Yeah, maybe a little bit crazy.
I can feel the pain.
It's hurt me alot.
Yeah.
I'm hurt.

So, are you HAPPY now?

Happy Wed.nes.day ?

2009-03-11T13:14:00.004+08:00

Gosh! I have no clue what had happenned to me these days.
I kinda forgot everything and my mind is kinda blank. I don't even know that today is Wednesday for god sake! What the hell is going on with me. Can you imagine how pathetic I am being a human?

I hate this part. Part where I forgot all the instruction that people has given me and sometimes I kinda blur with their instruction. I was like "what the hell is she talking about?".
I know people might pissed with me at times but heck, i hate being like this!

I don't know, maybe i'm just too emotional or maybe it was because my planning to KK had been postponed or it was because i'm just too stressed working with these organization.
But, uh-I don't think so that it was my major problem now. I still can take it and yet, I still managed to handle it.

Maybe it was me!

Yeah, i'm just being silly these days until i forgot all the thing that i supposed to remember every single day.
Pheeeewwwww!

Now I know and I fully understand that, being a working-mother is not that easy and I just realized that I can't simply combine office and pesonel matters together or else i'll get cranked!

I know that I've always talking about my office life which is sucks big time. But hey, I am still lucky cos i've got a super duper cool colleagues and even though those people hurt me , they still, and they always will, make myself cheer up again. They always do!

Well, back to the top story. I think people already labeled me as a nerd and super duper silly ~~lady~~ girl. Enough said.

***Can you guys explain to me what is the difference between a lady and a girl?? I kinda confuse with that one.***

Happy Birthday My Dear!!

2009-03-10T16:32:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to my little boy
Mohd Afique Daniel
He just turning 4.

We couldn't make it on time but I promise that I will get something special for him, instead.
I don't know what to say anymore. I'm just so sad cos both hubby and I can forgot his birthday. This is such an embarrassment. But I'm pretty sure my son will understand. He's such a nice boy. This afternoon when i picked him from school, he said "Mama, just now teacher wish me Happy Birthday *smile with a big grin*.."
OMG! That statement really makes my heart fell down! I'm so touched with that statement.
I am the one who suppose to be a first person who wish him Happy Birthday. Not his Teacher...

It's all my fault and I promise that it will never ever happen again. I promise to myself!
I'm so sorry darling. Mama will never forget your birthday again!!

UPDATE: We stick to our plan. We will celebrating Afique's 4th birthday in KK by end of this month. I've discussed with Hubby about this last night and he said "Yeah, sure..". Yay! Hopefully this time, we can make it for real! *crossfingers*

Opppsss..I'm Sorry!

2009-03-10T13:38:00.010+08:00

I am so stress today.
Guess what? I totally forgot that today, 10th March 2009 is my baby son, Mohd Afique Daniel's 4th year birthday!
Gosh, i am such a brat! How come I forgot my own child's birth date. Grrrr...this is totally crazyyy!! I'm so hate this. This is what happen when i'm too busy with other people's problem until I forgot this very important event in my life.
What-the-heck!

And another thing that makes me extremely stress today is my planning to KK on this Saturday has been postponed. Again! I don't blame anybody in this cases but anyhow, I'll be in KK on next Monday anyway. It just a short trip with my maid as she has something to be settle down in Indonesia Consulat, KK regarding her work permit. Hopefully everything will be fine as what we have planned.

Orait let's skip that.

Move to another story.

Well, as you can see. My blog template has been transformed to a very beautiful and gorgeous and sweet and elegant and uh, so nice layout! Give some credits to Jean, My very beautiful blogging friend who has a very talented and creative mind. Let's give her a claps.....

I'm very satisfied with her work and I am so happy with it!

Geez, I'm just ~~extremely~~ too busy nowadays. There's alot of task to be completed and i don't think so that i can complete them all in a week. Gimme some more time. 3 weeks perhaps?
Oh boy, I'm tired working with this family business....It's hard to compromise with them. If only one voice involved. Then it's fine. But now, everything has screwed up!
Duh-Whateverr lah! I'm sick of them!

P/s: I'm trying to avoid myself from watching AF season 7. I hope i can bear with it.

Untitled

2009-02-27T11:06:00.008+08:00

Uh-oh, seems like I've been neglecting this blog for such a long time. It had been out-of-dated and for sure I won't let that happen ever again. *I've been saying this over and over again, but never really doing it*
Let me recall, my last entry was on Valentine's day which I only posting about something called Valentine's love. Yeah, it just a tag for god sake! I haven't been blogging or babbling to be exact for almost 3 weeks since my last babbling..haha ;p

Actually the main reason for being offline is, I DON'T HAVE MY INTERNET CONNECTION AT HOME. It has been disconnected again! Poor me! It was my fault cos i've used the money for something ~~goods~~ craps. LOL! Better not talk about it or else i'll get myself cracked!

By the way, I have something to announce here.

First is, I'm going for a vacation at Manukan Island on this March, and we intend to celebrate Afique's 4th birthday there. We'll be off to KK on the 14th and probably will be back on 18th. I just can't wait. I haven't touch a sea-water for an ages! Believe me, even though I lives in this little island, I seldom went to the beach and never been to the sea as well. Pathetic huh?
The last time I went to the sea was in 2002. It was my 14th birthday celebration which was organized by my school-mates. That's the last time for god sake! It's not that I'm scared of the sea-water but i think, the problem is, I'm just too lazy to go there.

And YES, I am sooo excited now! Hubby already warned me to not to wear a bikini. Hahaha! of course I don't lah Dear! No worries.. hehehe~~~!

Well second is...
Hmm..this will be interesting......

*speak out loud*
I'm getting a DSLR soon!!! *This is what i've been waiting for after all this time..*
I'm going to show it off soon. Stay tuned okay..hehe~~!

So, that's it. Nothing more.

Ok guys, Happy Friday! I know everybody loves Friday kan???
Tomorrow, i'm going for a hair-cut with my babe, Yus. I have no idea about what kind of style that i want it to be this time. Just let it be in pro hands!

Cheers!

Valentine's Love

2009-02-14T13:16:00.009+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!

I have no plan so far. Hubby has gone for work and he called me just now and said that, "There is something for you dear.."

Uh, i'm kinda curious here..

But anyhow, lemme doing this tag first. I've got a valentine's tag from Jean and Shemah. Thanks alot guys!

***start copy***

Rules:
1) Once you're tagged, install the corner banner at your blog as a third party html code. (The corner banner need to stay at your blog for at least 2 weeks).
2) Post about this meme, Valentine's Love.
3) Add your blog/s with link/s to the Valentine's Lovers list and leave a comment at this post HERE.
3) Tag all your special friends.
4) Please remember to update your list regularly so that you would not miss out anyone in your Valentine's Lovers list.

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Ok so, for this valentine's love, i tag : Chegu Carol, Kadus Mama, Sis Judy, Christen, Sis Jiejah, Pudding, Yusrini, Vivalova, Massy, Adora, and Mimi.

Have a great valentine's day guys!

xoxo

Hi guys!

2009-02-08T04:38:00.006+08:00

It's 4:38am and here I am, still awake, online and listening to Hitz.fm.
I just can't sleep.
To be frank, I miss midnight blogging so much.
I still remember when the first day we had internet connection at home. I was so sakai and online for the whole day, 24hours non-stop.
I stop with that ~~very~~ bad habit when i started working.
Luckily tomorrow is Sunday, and I can sleep like a cow in the whole day!

Actually I was doing a makeover on my other blog. I've changed the title as well but It's restricted anyway so don't bother.. It's like my little diary where i tells all my little secret.

Ok guys, i'm gonna off my head to the bed now. I already feel sleepy.
See ya tomorrow!

Oh btw, good morning peeps!

:)

2009-02-07T18:49:00.004+08:00

Anique is already fall asleep. He had been crying non-stop since his father leaving for work. Poor lil boy. I know, he might be boring at home but yet, i don't have a mood to bring my kids to town. There will be a 'Hari Wilayah' celebration at Dataran tonight but without hubby, I will not going anywhere. I don't like driving alone at night.

I'm in trauma now. If you read my previous post, i had been through a bad incident today. My car bumper got scratched when i was about to reverse the car. It was my bad and i won't let it happen ever again. It's like a nightmare! I know it just a small matter for some of you, but not for me. The fixing cost will be RM300++, according to the mechanic. Tomorrow morning i'm going to snap the picture and show it to you.

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Since the connection is pretty fast today. I will have more time to blog and of course tonight i'm gonna be a stalker as well..

Ok guys, I want to have my dinner first. Hubby just bought me a Nasi Goreng Ayam..hehehe..
Da!

Saturday

2009-02-07T13:58:00.003+08:00

I'm so glad cos the streamyx broadband has been connected since yesterday. I dunno how. I don't even know since when... I haven't pay the bill up until now. It has been disconnected a month ago and last night, when i plugged in the cable, it's automatically connected. Unbelievable!

Or someone has pay for me, perhaps? ;)

Anyways, i have a bad news here. My car bumper got scratched.. I'm so sad..;(

I've been scolded by hubby just now and now i think he already gone to the workshop to get the bumper fix. I dunno how much it will cost..;( It's my bad and i think today is my unlucky day. To say the least.

I'm not in the mood to go anywhere right now. i have screwed up everything. We actually have a planningto go to the furniture shop this evening but i don't think so we can't make it..;/ Hubby was so upset with me. It shows.

I also couldn't go to body massage as I promised Yus yesterday. I'm sorry babe!

Well, it just happened and i can do nothing. Hopefully hubby won't scold me when he get back later..:)

So Happy weekend guys!

Have a great weekend ya!! :)

TGIF!

2009-02-06T17:01:00.006+08:00

Yay! Thank God it's Friday!!!!! Teeheeeeee !
What a relief !
I finally can rest at home with my new comfy bed. Uh-did i mention that we had bought a few furniture. Well, no?

Okay, actually I have bought a few things for my new crib and Insyaallah next month, after the renovation complete, we'll moving into our new home!! I just can't wait. it's not a rented house, it was a ready-made house that my FIL has built back in 2002.

Lemme describe a lil bit about my new crib. it's not that big actually. I called it a super mini villa..hehehehe ;). The land area is about 1000sqt and the house is only 650sqt- if i'm not mistaken. It was small but it's okay lah.. At least I comfortable with it and the most important is...it's debt-free! ;)

Uh, btw, speaking of debt. I've received my salary cheque yesterday and guess what??
It's a Cimb-KLIA cheque?? WTFFFFFF??!! It will be cleared in within 8 days and in my concern, it will be cleared on the 17th Feb! That was totally crap!
They gave us outstation cheque? Why? I don't get it lah! They want to kill us or what..?
FYI, i have some outstanding bill that i suppose to pay before end of month. And now what? The cheque will only cleared in the middle of the month and by then, for sure my astro account will be suspended!

Oh gosh, now i have to depends on hubby again. He already paid the big-amount bills and now i've added some more amount into his account. Grrr! he must be mad if i tell him about this.

Okay, enauogh said lah. malas already when to fikir about money!

Everything needs money nowadays!!
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

I wonder where i can purchase those money-maker machine? Do you have any idea?

I love him..

2009-02-04T13:57:00.003+08:00

Happy Anniversary Baby!!!

It's our 4th wedding Anniversary yesterday and none of us even remember that date. Geezzz! How pathetic! And we also don't have time to celebrating it since hubby is working night shift.

Well anyways, what I wanted to say here is,

I am so GLAD being your wife, darling!

I hope that our relationship will last forever and I wish we could grow old together and we will have loads of grandchildrens! LOL!

Thanks for being there for me and thanks for being you!

LoveLove,
Your sayang!

I need holidays

2009-01-23T09:36:00.008+08:00

Anique is not feeling well today. He got flu and cough. Pity him. I really wanna be at home and be with him now but i just can't. Since Yus is no longer here. I replace her for the time being, -until the new guy come in. It was so crazee when i am the only person who manage all the tasks. Gosh... It's so damn tiring. I can't take MC and i can't even taking my annual leave for ~~our~~ my KK trip this month.

I have a plan to going back to KK tomorrow but the ticket has been sold out! I thought we can make it but ...duh! Stupid me cos i don't book the ticket earlier. I suppose to book it one month before the departure date, since there is only one vehicle ferry in Labuan - Menumbuk. But wait, i remember that there are two ferry bah last time, but i don't know what happen to the other one. Maybe rosak kali sudah.

Sighed.

Alia and family will be going to Ranau this Sunday and I am JEALOUS! I really wants to celebrate my BESTday there. With the BBQ and all, I'm pretty sure it will be fun! Argghhhh , thinking of this already make me wanna fly to KK right now. I missed all my family, I missed my friends and I missed my baby Ayrieqqqq too!! Mesti dia sudah besar and bertambah chubby kannnnn....

Hold up. I'll call the LFC office first. Manatau ada extra ferry..hihihi.. wait ah..

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Guys!! Told ya! There is an extra ferry. Yay!!! The small vehicle ferry yang nda bawa passenger punya. The old one.
But dunno whether hubby will agree or not cos last week he got mentioned that he will replace his friend in yard operation during CNY. I'm not sure, already confirm or not.. If he did, that's mean my plan will be cancel again.

Wait i call him first.

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Can you guess something?
NO, we're not going anywhere during this holiday.
He said, "We only go there in March. I told you already, right?? I got no cuti."

Gosh, i didn't remember that. He just mentioned but he did not tell me the confirmation. Luckily, i didn't book the ticket..

Yeah, MARCH!
I'm counting the days now.........

;(

2009-01-21T16:16:00.006+08:00

I thought he will like it.
I thought he will be happy there.
But I was wrong.

Anique doesn't like school.
I sent both of my kids to Nursery for the time being cos our maid is still on leave. I have no choices, everybody were busy with their own business and i decided to sent them to nursery instead of sending them to their grandparent's house.

Speaking of my maid, i feel sorry for her. Her first grandchild did not survived due to some complication. I'm not really sure what kind of complication it was, but when i called her 2 days ago, she says that her daughter is still in coma and her condition wasn't that good. It was so sad cos according to her, when the wife already struggled with the contractions, the husband refused to bring the wife to the hospital and waiting for 'bidan kampung' instead. What a stupid fellow he is! I think the baby already lemas inside the perut. So kesian...

My mom in law gave her 1 week off so that she can look after her daughter during the confinement period.

My deepest condolences to her and her family as well..May his soul rest in peace..AMIN.

I'm Married okay!

2009-01-19T09:20:00.005+08:00

This morning i went to this Tadika Wisdom to look around whether it suitable for my baby son or not. I am intending to put him into kindie since he seems so excited when seeing his big brother going to school. I know hubby will not allowed me to do so, but instead of him doing nothing at home, i better put him to kindie where he can learn something good, right?? I kind of interested with that Kindie and probably tomorrow i'll bring Anique there and let him get use of the environment. He's going to enter the kindie by this February, after Chinese New Year. (If only gets a green light from his daddy)

Our maid is off today and i sent my baby son to my adopted parent's house. Luckily they were not so busy today and i hope Anique is doing fine there. I'm not sure until when my maid will be off cos according to her, her daughter is getting deliver soon and she wanted to accompany her daughter for a couple of days -or more, until the baby is born. I haven't call her yet and probably today i'll call and ask bout that. Since she will be going back to her hometown in early March. I am looking for a new maid to replace her. I've asked her to find a friend to replace her but none at the moment.Its not easy to find a maid nowadays...

Sighed.

Anyways, you might be wondering why i came up with that title. Actually i was so upset with someone who thought that i will reply his oh-so-true-love. I was totally disappointed with him. He knows that i'm married but he still trying to flirt with me. What the hell!!
I'm not going to layan him anyway! And one thing for sure, i don't wanna be burn in hell just because of i cheat on my husband and that thing will never ever happen! That's only in your fucking dream, freaking oldman!

I'm so hate him!! I ain't a SLUT and he should know that. If he thinks that money can buy a women's heart, he's totally wrong and soooooo bloody insane! Go find other chicks who can be purchase -without invoice, and go for one night stand.

FYI, he's a jerk that every women should avoid.

Oh btw, just to remind that my birthday this year falls on a first day of Chinese New Year. Hopefully this year will bring luck and happiness to my life! Me likeyyy!! I loves Red Packet very much!!

Short update

2008-12-10T17:37:00.002+08:00

I'm just too lazy to update my blog. Too many things to do this month. I've been super duper busy with my house renovation and Insyaallah everything will be done by end of this month...

Actually there's alot of things that i wanna share with you guys but since my mind is blank now, so just let me update a little bit of things that happened in my life recently..

I finally got my own ride. Million thanks to hubby. Even though it just a local car, but i truly appreciate it..
I miscarriage my 8 weeks pregnancy but yet, i still got those pregnancy symptoms like morning sickness and all. Went to doctor for review and ultrasound today and it shows that my tummy is totally EMPTY..

I think, so far that's it. Will update later k.
Till then, take care guys and have a wonderful holidays..

Another farewell...

2008-12-04T22:31:00.004+08:00

Today, one of our senior officer has tendered her resignation letter again after one of my colleagues did the same thing last week. I totally have no idea...... I never thought that this thing will turned out this way at last..

A brat or A spoiler..??

2008-12-04T09:56:00.003+08:00

Well, u decide.

I dunno why i don't feel comfortable with people around me lately -even with my family in law. I just felt like everything has changed. Not everything actually. Just a little bit i guess. Maybe, i am the one who changed..

Ok, let skip that.

Last night hubby and I went to his company annual dinner at FP Convention Hall. As usual, the event was DAMN bored and i was surrounded with an old folks. (Same like last year)
Mind you, i'm not saying that i don't like it okay. I just felt boooooorrrrrring. However, everytime i went to any event or annual dinner, what i expect more is, their FOODS, no matter how bored the event was, i can still cope with it as long as the food is good. But last night, i don't know what happen, i totally HATE the food. What i can say is, I better go to Nam Thong and ask the uncle to cook a Mee Goreng for me. That will be much much better!!!

But anyway, i really the band!! They performed well last night. Thumbs up to our local band!!

I really enjoyed the show..

P/s: Don't ask me why i came up with that title. A brat are meant to be a spoiler as well, am i right?

November babyyyy

2008-11-21T10:04:00.002+08:00

OMG! I totally forgot!! Hubby's birthday is just around the corner.
I almost forgotten!

I should find a dress for our candle light dinner...hehehe..