2008 vs 2009

As I was over Sis Judy's blog, I found out that she redo the previous survey that she already did on November 2007 which I also have done the same survey in early Jan 2008.
It's really interesting to compare the answer that I have answered earlier and I did it again today with all-new answer.

Well, lets start now and see how many difference will be appear!

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night.

2008 - My kids of course..
2009 - Still! They always made my day!

2. What were you doing at 0800?

2008 - Nothing..still sleeping i guess...hehe:D
2009 - Stuck in traffic jammed. Rushing to send Afique to school. (Fuhhh! That's totally different!)

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

2008 - Checking my mailbox and logged on to friendster.

2009 - Having my tea time at the pantry..

4. What happened to you in 2006?

2008 - Uh..let me recall first. The precious things is my 2nd baby was born. I can't recall the others thing..

2009 - That's the only sweet memories that I could ever remember.

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?

2008 - OUCH! ?

2009 - SHITT! My PC stuck again! WTF!

6. How many beverages did you have today?

2008 - Plain water. (i'm craving for a COKE right now!)

2009 - I had my lunch at Grand Dorsett just now. So how many beverages do you think I've taken??

7. What color is your hairbrush?

2008 - Black.

2009 - Still the same hairbrush.

8. What was the last thing you paid for?

2008 - Last night. a tin of coke.

2009 - The last I've purchased today is my breakfast meal. Nasi lemak of course!

9. Where were you last night?

2008 - At home. Online. Fooling around with hubby n the kids..hehe:)

2009 - Home.

10. What color is your front door?

2008 - Dark brown i guess.

2009 - Today it's a light brown.

11. Where do you keep your change?

2008 - Anywhere in my bags...LOL

2009 - I still have that habits. I put my coins anywhere in my bags.

12. What’s the weather like today?

2008 - Kinda cool.

2009 - I can't feel it since I can't see any window in front of me. I think the weather is hot today.

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?

2008 - Vanilla choc!

2009 - Still the same flavor!

15. Do you want to cut your hair?

2008 - Nope. I want to keep it long then i can curl it..:D I loves curly..

2009 - Mission accomplished. I already had a curly burly hair since Oct last year and just reborn it back last month. So now, I don't know whether I wanna cut it again or just keep it long like it used to be.

16. Are you over the age of 25?

2008 - Nope. Will turn 20th on this 26Jan..1 week to go..:D

2009 - I'm 21.

17. Do you talk a lot?

2008 - Yup sometimes..!

2009 - Not really. Depend on the situation and the person I've talk to.

18. Do you watch the O.C.?

2008 - Nope. I didnt watch TV.

2009 - Duh! I was soooo naive back then! I watched TV but didn't watch the O.C. I'm more to Heroes nowadays!

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?

2008 - yess..

2009 - I think yes, I do.

20. Do you make up your own words?

2008 - Err..not sure.

2009 - Definitely yes.

21. Are you a jealous person?

2008 - Nope. (maybe sometimes i do)

2009 - I can't deny it. I think everyone have that kinda feeling right? But it depends la.

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.

2008 - Alia Soraya (one of my best-friend ever!)

2009 - Alia. Still the same. I can't think of anyone right now.

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.

2008 - Kamil.

2009 - None.

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?

2008 - Dunno..??

2009 - Hubby I guess.

25. What does the last text message you received say?

2008 - Last night. It from sis Judy.

"Hi princess, Sis Judy here. Thanks a lot k. Mwaah."
2009 - It's from Hubby. "Okay Boss!"

26. Do you chew on your straw?

2008 - Nope.

2009 - No.

27. Do you have curly hair?

2008 - Soon..I wish..:)

2009 - Just reborn it back.

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?

2008 - dont have any plan yet for today..

2009 - I just love this question. I'm going to KK tomorrow...yay!

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?

2008 - Most people I know are well-mannered, except for the one girl who im really sicked of! Read at my previos post..I ever mentioned bout the girl..she's such a JERK!

2009 - A few.

30. What was the last thing you ate?

2008 - Nasi putih with ayam masak kicap..:D

2009 - Told ya. There's alot of thing i ate today!

31. Will you get married in the future?

2008 - Uh..i dont think my hubby n i will get merried twice..LOL

2009 - Haha..funny!

32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?

2008 - Pirates of the caribbeans. (At world's End) I've been watching it over n over again..LOL

2009 - I can't recall.

33. Is there anyone you like right now?

2008 - Yesss...a lots of them. Hubby. My babies. Best friends. family.

2009 - A looottttttttt! Especially my husband and the kids!

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?

2008 - Just a couple of hours ago.

2009 - Last 2 days??

35. Are you currently depressed?

2008 - Currently nope.

2009 - Not really.

36. Did you cry today?

2008 - Why should I? I have everything I want!

2009 - It's been a while.

37. Why did you answer and post this?

2008 - Out of boredom?? Just for fun perhaps?

2009 - It's interesting! and fun as well!

38. Tag 5 people who would do this survey

Okay, now I tag:

• Shemah
• Chegu Carol
• and anyone who ever did this tag before.

Okay, i gotta now! I'm gonna packed my stuff now cos I'm gonna off for 5 days!

Cheers!

Leaving on A Jet Plane Vehicle Ferry

The title says it all.
I'm off to KK tomorrow afternoon.

So guys, see you there!

I need some Zs

I'm tired. Exhausted.
I'm still sleepy. Last night I worked until late night. 0100am to be exact.


Urgghhhhhh.................................

I don't have enough energy now. My GM asked me to take half day but NO, thank you. It will become an issue later. I'm tired of being a victim.
I just received my pay today.
Thank god.
Big Boss when to Thailand this morning for medical check up. Uh, did I mentioned that he successfully underwent a triple bypass heart surgery in Thailand last month?
He's getting better now and Alhamdulillah everything is fine with him.
So tomorrow he has to go for a review.
Hopefully everything will be fine too.

My baby son, Anique is just recovered from high fever but still have a little bit of cough and flu. Poor him.. We don't have a chance to playing with each other yesterday.
He still in his beauty sleep when I gone to office.
When I reached home last night, he already fall asleep. That's why I said, yesterday i don't even have a time to play with my kids.
Afique skipped school today. I woke up late, so I didn't managed to send him. Hmmmm...
So, that's it for today. Too many things had happened.
Ok lah, i gotta go now.

Till then, cheers!

Random post

I am bored.
Please help me. I'm at my boss's place now.
I am waiting for a new task now. My boss said my GM will come here and gimme the details. But why he asked me to come here if I can do all those things at the office.

Hmmmmm...

Anyways, happy Wednesday guys!

A Bentley Fever

A couple of weeks ago, my boss told me that he had bought a new ride. I wonder what is that ride gonna be like, then yesterday I asked him again.

"Doctor, the other day you got mentioned that you've bought a new car, right?. What type of car?"
He replied, "It's a Bentley. Bentley Continental Flying Spur 2008".
Being a naive girl, I was like "Huh, what is that? Merz latest edition?" He just smile when he heard me saying like that.

Then after that, when I came back to my office I asked my colleague, Shariff.
Our conversation is something like this....

Me : Shariff, you know what? Doc has bought a new ride.
Shariff : What type of car?
Me : He said, a Bentley.
Shariff : OMFG! What?? A BENTLEY? Are you serious...???
Me : Why you looked me like that..? Of course I am serious. Why?
Shariff : BENTLEY is no where can be found here in Malaysia, you know...
Me : Is it? (I'm still blurred)
Shariff : Yeah, only celebrity in Hollywood can afford that car. (He started browsing the net and goggled some information about that car.)

He finally showed me the car model pictures and I was so damn amazed!!
Heck man! That was the car that I saw on E Channel the other day.
Yeah, you can call me silly or naive or whatever you want. I never knew anything about the car before...gosh!

Anyways, the car will be arrive soon. I'm not very sure when. Probably next week. I never imagine that I will ever seen that car in my real life. I am so excited...LOL! Not only me, all of us also so excited awaiting for 'it' arrival.

Oh by the way, if you guys looking for a Car DVD Players for your ride, this site might be helpful. You can check out this site and there are numerous of DVD Player, Car Audio and Video, Speakers and other cool gadgets for you ride.

So till then, cheers!

Furnitures Hunting

I am hunting for a Sofa to be exact.
L shape sofa.
This morning my SM told me that she is going to sell off all her furniture and she wanna buy all the new furniture in KK. I got asked her whether I can tumpang the lorry -that she want to rent- or not cos since I don't have any Sofa at the moment, I intend to buy it from CASA since my manager also wanted to do the same.

Well, it's not confirm yet.

Actually I got asked CASA the other day whether they got delivery service to Labuan or not?
They said, they do have that service but that will only happen if I buy their product up to 10K.
Geeezzzz..that is such a huge amount for me. 10K just for a furnitures??
I think my tiny villa cannot fit all those furnitures..lol!

But anyhow, I'll try to discuss with her once again and if possible, I wanna buy something from Living Concept too...hehe..

P/s: I was told that Living Concept sells IKEA product with higher prices..

Where is my hometown..?

Believe me or not...

if you ask me that questions, I really don't have any idea of what should I answer you. It's miserable and I also never knew where is my real 'kampung'..??

Some people may have two hometowns. One is from their mother side and another one must comes from their father side. Unlike me, I never been to one of my parent's hometown for godness sake.

I was born in KK and been living in Labuan for quite sometimes but I never felt like this is my real hometown. I don't know why. Sometimes it's hard for me to explain to other people about my hometown cos for me, it's a tough questions and I don't know where is the place that I should call my hometown.. As I said earlier, It's so miserable and if you are my loyal readers you'll know how complicated my life is was.

Especially when I attend a 'kenduri' at my husband's relatives house - which is not very close to me. Some of the old folks like to ask me these questions..

• Where you came from?
• Who is your parents?
  
• Where you lived before?
• What is father do for living?
• How is your age?
  
• and bla...bla..bla..

Sometimes, it's so annoying..... But you know la, old folks... They always act like CNN reporter and wanted to know everything about their new "relative". I bet some of you must have this kinda situation before huh?? Especially when you just married or when your boyfie bring you to meet their parents.

That is the reason why sometimes, I refused to follow my husband to any kenduri-kendara at his relatives house. It's not that I don't want to be communicate with those old folks but uhhhh, I just wanna avoid all their ridiculous questions...

Mind you, I'm not that cruel! I just feel humiliated with myself. That's it. Enough said.

But anyways, one thing for sure...

I am PROUD to be SABAHAN
very proud.
and yes, I'm proud to be Labuanian as well..
Cheers!!

I always wish that I will have this kind of Kampung...

Image taken from Photobucket and captured by Matakumatamu.

Finding Sara

Sara is in town. But like heck, i don't even know where she lives.
Alia called me up yesterday and she has informed me that the girls (Sara & Aen) is in town. But both of them stay at different places which i don't have any clue about it. According to Alia, Sara lives with her cousin at the apartment while Aen is staying with her so called friend(s). I don't wanna mentioned their names here cos uh, only god knows how much i hate those bitches!

But nevermind, i'll try to contact them later. Perhaps, for lunch or something..??

I. Wonder.Why?

I thought today is gonna be alright but HECK!, they pissed me off again...!
Gosh, i never have this kind of feeling with my ex-colleagues last time. FYI, i was surrounded with all-so-new colleagues since last January. I am the only one who still managed to stay and probably it won't be long.

I still remember, last year, when only 3 of us here (Anita, Yus and Me), we always started our days with smile and laughter. Unlike these days, once i reached office, i always seen the oh-so-bitter look at everyone faces. What happen to those people, for godness sake..??

I don't bother actually. But i am a normal human being, not Claire from Heroes. I have those kind of feelings. Sometimes i feel jealous and sometimes i can be moody at all the time. I really don't like this kinda environment. It can makes me growing old fast.

I'm trying my very best to follow their all-new-rules. I'm trying my very best also to adapt with all these changes. I found it very difficult cos maybe i'm still not familiar with this new management. Remember what i told ya about my new so called 'director'???

Actually she is fine. But yalah, when people got instant position and power, they want everybody to follow what they say and sometimes they want people to treat them well just because of their position and designation. But they don't realized that other people also got feelings and because of that, they shouldn't treat people like a slave. Am i correct?

Urgghhh, why now? why me?
It's really bothering me....

Oh god, i really need a vacation.

One thing that you should know is I.RESPECT.PEOPLE not based on their position and their names, but i respect people based on their heart. Good people deserved good things, right?

Happy Monday!

Hey everyone!!
Hows ur weekend? As for me, so far so good. Supposed to bring the kids to the playground yesterday evening but the weather was not very kind to us. It's damn hot out there lately. But at the same time, it's raining, sometimes.

Well, as you may noticed. Last week was sucks! I was extremely busy with works and my migraine was hitting me again. It's sucks big time. Plus, there were some idiot fellows who never failed to makes me pissed all the time. They're too damn annoying!

Anyways, school just started today. I sent Afique as usual and went to office a little bit early. Afique has been asking me since last week why I don't sent him to school, he just don't understand that school was closed that time. But since he's not feeling well last week, i've told him that he was sick and don't need to go to school instead. Luckily he understand..lol!

Hmmm..i think so far that's it. I dont have anything to say here. I'm a little bit slow today. Still in Monday Madness mood..hehehehe..

P/s: I'm looking forward for my KK trip on this weekend. But i'm not sure whether i can make it to our island gateaway or not...we'll see.
Oh btw, my maid is still with us. I have extend her visa for one more year and hopefully she will be stick with us for more than that. Yay! So I have no more worries on finding a maid. All are settled! Thank GOD!

I'm dead

I've tried.

But I can't.
I just mentioned in my previous post that I wanna hide all this 'nonsense' feelings.
But I just can't.

I'm sorry if I hurt you guys.
I didn't mean it.

I really need a therapy.
A vacation.
I wanna cry.
I wanna spill everything out from my head.
But I can't.

Even hubby didn't know what is going on.
I don't want him to know.
I rather take it all by myself.

I'm suffering.
That's it.

But, I will try my best to forget everything.
Hopefully I can do it.

Cheerio!

I like her.

I woke up a bit early today. After sending Afique to school, and straight away went to my office and apparently I am the first person today..hehe..
I was browsing through Youtube, then I found this...



and this...



Guess what I'm thinking.
She is so HAWT and wayyy better!

Am I right or not..??

Anyways, today I felt a little bit cool. I'm trying my best to not showing my 'real' emotion with the other colleagues. I'm not gonna ruin their day anyway.

So, here I am. Blogging. Stay quite and smile alot.

Cheers!

Not in the mood lah..

I suddenly have this kinda feelings.

But anyways, don't bother.

I'm just a bit emo today.
Or maybe I'm pissed with someone.
Maybe.
Uh, not really.
Nah, this is nonsense.
This is what happen when my mood is down.
I'm talking crap. Rubbish.
So, better don't read.

Gosh, SABRINA! Just get over it, okay.

Yeah, I'm in trouble.
So what?
You wanna offer some help?
Or you just wanna added some pain in my bloody heart..?

Today is Wednesday.
Why I felt like today is Tuesday.
Am I crazy or what?

Yeah, maybe a little bit crazy.
I can feel the pain.
It's hurt me alot.
Yeah.
I'm hurt.

So, are you HAPPY now?

Happy Wed.nes.day ?

Gosh! I have no clue what had happenned to me these days.
I kinda forgot everything and my mind is kinda blank. I don't even know that today is Wednesday for god sake! What the hell is going on with me. Can you imagine how pathetic I am being a human?

I hate this part. Part where I forgot all the instruction that people has given me and sometimes I kinda blur with their instruction. I was like "what the hell is she talking about?".
I know people might pissed with me at times but heck, i hate being like this!

I don't know, maybe i'm just too emotional or maybe it was because my planning to KK had been postponed or it was because i'm just too stressed working with these organization.
But, uh-I don't think so that it was my major problem now. I still can take it and yet, I still managed to handle it.

Maybe it was me!

Yeah, i'm just being silly these days until i forgot all the thing that i supposed to remember every single day.
Pheeeewwwww!

Now I know and I fully understand that, being a working-mother is not that easy and I just realized that I can't simply combine office and pesonel matters together or else i'll get cranked!

I know that I've always talking about my office life which is sucks big time. But hey, I am still lucky cos i've got a super duper cool colleagues and even though those people hurt me , they still, and they always will, make myself cheer up again. They always do!

Well, back to the top story. I think people already labeled me as a nerd and super duper silly lady girl. Enough said.

***Can you guys explain to me what is the difference between a lady and a girl?? I kinda confuse with that one.***

Happy Birthday My Dear!!

Happy Birthday to my little boy
Mohd Afique Daniel
He just turning 4.

We couldn't make it on time but I promise that I will get something special for him, instead.
I don't know what to say anymore. I'm just so sad cos both hubby and I can forgot his birthday. This is such an embarrassment. But I'm pretty sure my son will understand. He's such a nice boy. This afternoon when i picked him from school, he said "Mama, just now teacher wish me Happy Birthday *smile with a big grin*.."
OMG! That statement really makes my heart fell down! I'm so touched with that statement.
I am the one who suppose to be a first person who wish him Happy Birthday. Not his Teacher...

It's all my fault and I promise that it will never ever happen again. I promise to myself!
I'm so sorry darling. Mama will never forget your birthday again!!

UPDATE: We stick to our plan. We will celebrating Afique's 4th birthday in KK by end of this month. I've discussed with Hubby about this last night and he said "Yeah, sure..". Yay! Hopefully this time, we can make it for real! *crossfingers*

Opppsss..I'm Sorry!

I am so stress today.
Guess what? I totally forgot that today, 10th March 2009 is my baby son, Mohd Afique Daniel's 4th year birthday!
Gosh, i am such a brat! How come I forgot my own child's birth date. Grrrr...this is totally crazyyy!! I'm so hate this. This is what happen when i'm too busy with other people's problem until I forgot this very important event in my life.
What-the-heck!

And another thing that makes me extremely stress today is my planning to KK on this Saturday has been postponed. Again! I don't blame anybody in this cases but anyhow, I'll be in KK on next Monday anyway. It just a short trip with my maid as she has something to be settle down in Indonesia Consulat, KK regarding her work permit. Hopefully everything will be fine as what we have planned.

Orait let's skip that.

Move to another story.

Well, as you can see. My blog template has been transformed to a very beautiful and gorgeous and sweet and elegant and uh, so nice layout! Give some credits to Jean, My very beautiful blogging friend who has a very talented and creative mind. Let's give her a claps.....

I'm very satisfied with her work and I am so happy with it!

Geez, I'm just extremely too busy nowadays. There's alot of task to be completed and i don't think so that i can complete them all in a week. Gimme some more time. 3 weeks perhaps?
Oh boy, I'm tired working with this family business....It's hard to compromise with them. If only one voice involved. Then it's fine. But now, everything has screwed up!
Duh-Whateverr lah! I'm sick of them!

P/s: I'm trying to avoid myself from watching AF season 7. I hope i can bear with it.